Indecisions

You Are WHAT?

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I melted into Logan's Arms. I felt so warm and safe. I felt like nothing could touch me or hurt me.

He pulled back from the hug. "Roxanne lets find your Bro you should probably tell him about it"

"NO!" I yelled a little too loud. "Dana doesn't need to know about this. I can handle this by myself". I took a step back.

Logan frowned with frustration. "Roxanne I really thing you should-"

"No way, I don't need my Brother of he's prestige friend defending me especially when it was my relationship and my ex boyfriend were talking about." I gasped for breath "have you ever broke up with someone, when you really didn't want to but you thought it was the right thing to do?!" I shrieked "and they try and beg for your forgiveness and it takes everything in you to say No to them. To watch that person you love be hurt and rejected because of yourself?"

I took another deep breath. "Do you know Logan? Do you actually Know?" I was crying now hot tears running down my face as I screamed at him.

Logan's was shuffling backwards as I poked his chest every time is said a word.

Suddenly I dropped to the floor and cried my heart out in the middle of the corridor. I didn't care if people were staring I was broken and I could hide it anymore. Mason had official broken my heart and I'm showing it.

I saw a pair of Nikes walk away from me. Logan left me. Which made me cry harder

A pair arms wrap around my waist and pick me and carry me as they walked.

"Shhh it's alright Rox" I new that voice it was Mason's

Why was he still here? The last time I saw him was when he was laying completely out cold on the floor. Shouldn't he be in the nurse's office getting cleaned up.

I looked up into his emerald green eyes

"Mason why are you still here? Shouldn't u be getting cleaned up?" My eyes travelled down to his nose and realised the blood was gone.

He chucked in his deep voice "I've already been cleaned Rox I'm fine now" he smiled.

We walked into the common room luckily no one was in there. He placed me down on one of the leather chairs, he took the seat opposite me.

We sat in silence for what seemed like forever. I was a bit shaky after my breakdown in the corridor.

All of a sudden Mason pulled out his hand and placed it on my knee making me flinch. I still haven't forgotten how he pushed my against the lockers.

"Rox I'm sorry" he said softly, it made my heart melt a little. "I didn't mean to come on so strong, I just...miss you so much" he gaze travelled to the floor

"Mason. You scared me" I said honestly

"I'm sorry I honestly didn't mean to it's just hard not being with you anymore."

"Yeah" I mumbled

"We've had so many memories that I can't forget about and act like they never happen, especially the funny ones" he laughed to hisself

"Me too Mase" I whispered

He looked up and locked eyes with me.

Millions of fireworks exploded in my stomach.