Indecisions

Changes

"Hey what's up?" Talon asks, as he touch my shoulder gentle and takes a seat next to me

"Nothing. Just thinking" taking a bite out of my sandwich and turning to Talon. He's brown hair is sitting on his head perfectly, and he has a little stubble growing.

"Really looks like nothing Rox" he leans his elbow on the table and turns round to face me. "You've been like this for two weeks now!"

I just ignored him and carried on looking into space. But he his right I have been acting a little strange lately. I guess it's just the fact that Portia and I haven't spoken in two weeks after her dramatic encounter at my house. The next day at school she ignored me and acted like I wasn't there, so I stared hanging out with Talon, who is alright, when he's not with his Basketball friends. He sits with me at lunch now and sometimes comes over my house to hang out he's just taking Portia's place.

My thoughts cloud over, when I feel myself being shoved forward, and face planting the lunch table.

"Dude what was that for?" I hear my brother voices growl.

"It was Keydon. I wouldn't touch your sister, you know that!" Logan's voice echoes

"Whatever dude"

I feel someone's hand on my back "you ok?" Logan asks

Logan was the last person I wanted to see at the moment. I pushed his hand off my back and went to give him a death glare. But my mouth had already hit the floor and what my eyes had to witness.

I think my heart stop beating. I felt bail rise in my throat

Logan was eating Portia's, my best friends face off. In the middle of the lunch hall, right fucking behind me.

The angry started to build up inside me. Why was I so upset, it's not like me and Logan are in a relationship... We're not even friends... We just happen to know each other because of my brother. If it wasn't for him, Logan and I wouldn't even know each other. Ergh it's all Dana's fought.

"Rox, seriously why are you going red, you look like a time bomb" Talon's said, right in my ear.

I pushed him off "I am not" I said sitting up straight and turning back to my sandwich now that Portia and Logan have realised that eating each other's faces didn't taste to nice. They had both walked away from each other the second there lips separated. And I could see the victory in Portia's eyes as she walked away. But Logan just had his signature smirk on as usual and walked into the lunch line.

"Rox I'm gonna go find the boys, you want a ride home tonight?" Talon asked and he stepped out of his chair and leant on the table.

"Yeah... I guess" I shrugged "can we hang out round yours tonight I'm not really up to going home straight away"

"Ok... That's fine" Talon frowned "At least I can find out what's really upset you..." He added before walking away leaving me alone, by myself once again.

I started picking at my chips and acting like there was something really interesting on the floor. When tray hit the table next to me.

"Rox can I sit here?" Logan's voice asked. I acted like I didn't hear him and carried on staring at the same spot on the floor. "Are you going deaf?" Logan mocked. I still continued ignoring him.

He's muscular arms suddenly wrapped round my small shoulders "you can't ignore me forever baby" he's hot breath tickled my neck. And I shivered a little. "Hum that's what I thought" I could hear the smirk that was on his lips as he spoke. But then I started to feel and wet ticklish feeling on the side of my neck. Then I realised Logan was kissing my neck. Before I new what I was doing I let out a slight moan.