Indecisions

Because I Love Him?

What the fuck was Logan doing standing in my balcony?

I ran over to the doors and pulled them open

"Um..Logan...What are you doing standing on my balcony? Thee... Um party is down stairs" I said pointing down wards

"Yh er I know that?" He said scratching the back of his neck, contracting his muscles as he did.

"So...why are you up here?" I said very confused

"I came to apologise-" he took a step towards me "for being sucha... a... Jerk, when you were crying in the corridor. I don't really know how to handle those kind of situations, so I guess and just-"

"Walked away" I finished the sentence off for him.

"Yep, that basically. I knew what I did was wrong, I should have helped you and if your brother ever found out" he exhaled a breath "I would be done" he said

"Yep you sure would" I agreed with him.

I pulled out a chair from the table on the balcony. I gestured for Logan to take a seat. He did so.

We sat in a awkward silence.

"So you and Mason are back together. Right?" He asked

"Um... Yeah...why?"

"I...just wondered"

"Oh right-"

"Why did you get back with him" he said really quickly

"Because I love him?"

"Are you sure... Your in love Rox?"

"Well obviously"

"Ok then I'm just-"

"Let's go down stairs and join the party I didn't get dressed up for no reason" I fake laughed

"True, I swear your bro said you can't come"

"Since when do I ever listen to Dana?" I smiled "how do I look?" I twirled around in a circle.

"Hot!... I mean Good... No fine" he quickly corrected hisself as his cheeks went crimson

"Thank you" I laughed

I took his hand and basically pulled him of the seat, as he didn't show any signs of moving

"Come on Logan" I moaned

I opened up the doors and walked back into my house. I opened my bedroom door and made my way down the stairs. With Logan behind.

As I was making my way down the stair I could hear the thud of music, sounded like Fuckin' Problems -Asap Rocky. My song!

I walked around and saw people making out on basically anything your could sit on. Ewh. I had to step over some past out body's when walking though the hallway. I turned around and saw that Logan had disappeared. Great.

I got inside the lounge were the music was coming on to see about 300 people dancing with each other. The air was thick and smelt like alcohol and BO. I'd never seen so many people in a house at once.

But to be fair, I never really socialised with people it wasn't really my thing . I kept myself to myself. I didn't really have many friends, considering my boyfriend was the most popular Junior. I would sometimes get those girls that would just be my friend to get close to Mason or My Brother. But I just told them to piss off. I have one friend Portia, but she's away with her family in Mexico on some Long Vacation and has been away for 3 months and isn't coming back until 2 months so I guess I'm by myself for the time being.