Falling For My Bully {Completed}

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Amira POV
The morning sun shined through the curtains in my the room. I faced the other way, groaning in agony. I never really knew how a broken heart felt. It was as my heart was being crushed, turning into dust afterwards.  What made me feel even worse was predicting how he must be feeling. Was his heart turning into dust?

Was he feeling the need to wrap his arms around me, just like how I feeling to wrap mines around him ?

Did he shed tears, feeling as if was becoming like the ocean ?

Did his my mind repeat, and repeat what happened at the park?

Was his body feeling the sharp edges of his heart breaking, falling just like leaves do.

Did his throat hurt from crying the night, like mine did ?

All of theses questions ran through my head like lightning. So fast but no answer to it. I felt the need to call him, talk to him, just maybe even cry with him. But my hands felt so tired from wiping my tears. Each time blowing the nose, or wipe away the tears. Tears that I was holding on for so long. Long enough I haven't even noticed.

My phone was just on the edge of the night stand. Almost falling, but the edge made it balance. Something I could have done with my past. Balance it out, with forgiveness. Forgiving him and being with him.

But I was so stubborn to let the past slid. The feelings I had was a storm. A storm that made me rage with revenge. Revenge that I never knew could hurt me also, and someone I love.

I sneeze getting me fully awake. Making me want to take a shower an look descent for the other human-beings.

After minutes of scrubbing my self in a shower, doing my morning routine. Applying makeup and getting dressed and a red maxi dress. Covering myself with a black jean jacket adding a red head scarf to the touch I start to head downstairs. Knowing the rest of the family is awake.

College was pretty easy, only because Mazin was there to help. That kid was a nerd in anything. Although I had to go over to his to study. Of course Adam and Sahara being there.

I wanted to become a teacher, even though I'm parents were against it. They thought I'll have head aces from the kids. They always wanted my to be a doctor. But that sickened me. Watching Grey's Anatomy was enough for me.

I pick up a plate, putting the chocolate chip pancakes on it, with Nutella spread on top, knowing Badar was the one that did I give him a smile across the table. He was the only one that knew me well on the family, only because our addiction with food.

"Amira hurry up, or you'll be late," My mother said clapping her hands adding extra dramatic

I chuckle finishing up my plate.

I get up saying my goodbyes to my family.

Mazin POV

A prank. That's what she said it was. That her love for me was a prank. A prank that stabbed my heart repeatedly. Now giving my heart a break.

The way she said, made it impossible to believe. To let me believe she played with me, and she can break my heart just like that . My mind got loose and my body travel all around at night, leaving her at the park . Going in midst of the town in the night.