AN: Oh my gosh, I just like really needed to finish this! Thank you for all your lovely comments! And before you read this make sure you read the chapter before, or you won't get it! Now, sorry for the mistakes and enjoy!
(Louis' POV)
"Sofie?!" I yelled as she looked at me with big suprised eyes.
"L-Louis? W-What are you doing here?" She asks nervous
"I came here to see you!" I yelled tears welling up, but I forced them away.
"Look, you don't understand!" Sofie says and the guy who she was making out with runs away.
"You're right, I don't understand, how could you do this?!" I said
"I...I..I...I" She starts but dosen't finish as she just looks at the ground.
"I can't belive you, I thought we were perfect! I thought you actually liked me! I told you everything! And after all this! You still go and break my heart?! I knew it! Every single time! EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME I let someone in, the betray me! Well you know what, I don't need you! We're through!" I yell and start to walk away.
"No! Lou bear! Please!" She yells and walks after me, and puts her hand on my shoulder.
"Don't call me that, and get your hand off me!" I say and take her hand off.
I storm out of the house, tears falling down my face without permisson, and I see Liam's car. I open the door, get in, and slam it shut. It scares Liam, and he looked ready to scold me, but then he saw my face and didn't.
"Lou?" He asks
"Just take me home." I whisper and he nods.
We get home in no time and I don't even let anyone have a second to ask what's wrong as I stormed to my room. I slam the door shut, lock it, and fall onto my bed, and cry.
I sob and sob, and I hear the boys banging on the door.
"Louis?"
"Louis? Please open the door!"
"Lou open the door right now!"
"Please Louis!"
There are no words to describe how much I want to cut right now. I look at my hiding place in the bathroom, where I put all the "stuff".
I want to, but I don't want to. It's a mental battle with myself. I just want to feel better. I just want everything to be over.... Maybe I can just....
"No!" I yell to myself. It has happend before, I can't think like that anymore.
With trembling hands, I fumble for my phone. Once I get it, I dial Lilly.
"Hellooooo!" She answers with a laugh
I can't answer, all that comes out is my sobbing.
"Louis?" She asks
"Louis, what's wrong?" She asks frantically
"She....s-she...I..I.." I get out
"I'm coming over right now!" She says and hangs up leaving me to try and calm myself down, but it's hard.
I can't trust anyone. I can't I can't I can't! This always happens! Why do I let my self be loved. Love is not real. Love is a lie. Well at least for me it is. Think about it Louis, your parents are the people who are supposed to love you no matter what. Your parents hate you. Liam, Zayn, Niall and Harry. They just feel sorry for you. Sofie cheated on you. The only person I fully trust is Lilly, and she'll probably leave me too.
