AN: Early Chapter! I just couldn't wait to right this, and for all your lovely comments I will post this today! So sorry for all the mistakes you might find in here, and enjoy!
(Liam's POV Suprise!)
As I drive to the ice cream shop, I can't help but be sad. Sad for Louis. As good as he tries to be, when something good happens in his life, it turns on him.
I can't even imagine what he's feeling right now, he's just sitting there, quietly, head on the window. I can tell he's fighting back tears. But there's one thing I notice that makes me grow tense.
He's scratching his wrist. Hard. It looks like he want to cut the skin off.
I lightly elbow Zayn and he turns to look at me. I nod my head to where Louis is sitting clawing his wrist.
His face turns from confused to sad in an instant. He turns back to me with a sad face and looks down and shakes his head.
I turn my attention to the road again As we pull up to the icecream shop.
"All right boys, lets go!" I say as we get out of the car.
(Louis' POV)
As we get down, I don't feel excited to get icecream like I usually would.
When we go inside Liam tells us to choose whatever flavor we want and I just go for a simple vanilla.
As we each get our cones, we choose a table in the back and sit while Zayn pays. They instantly start a conversation, about school I think, but i'm not listening. Instead I am alone with my thoughts. Therapy? How the hell do they think that it's going to help me? I mean, I won't even tell them what I am thinking about half of the time, what makes them think that I will tell some dumb old therapist?
"Lou?" Zayn asks
"Yeah?" I answer
"Can you please not be mad at us for signing you up for therapy, I even called Lilly, she thinks it's a good idea too!" Liam says
"Yeah Lou, you'll be better in no time!" Niall said and I rolled my eyes and looked down.
"I don't need a therapist cause there's nothing wrong with me!" I say, fustrated
"That's not true, the first time I walked in on you, I thought that it would be the last, but now that you're still doing it, I know there is something wrong with you." Harry mumbled, but I heard every word.
"Harry..." I started
"No, just listen! We are trying to help you, but we can't do that because you won't let us! Just please go, if you don't like it then you won't have to go anymore!" Harry says
"Yeah!" Niall agrees
"But..." I start again
"Please?" Harry asks and I give in.
"Fine." I say with a sad sigh.
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(Louis' POV)
Today's the day that I go and see my "therapist"
I really want to back out of this right now, i'll do anything. I don't want to talk about anything, I just want to be left alone.
"Louis, let's go!" Zayn calls from the living room.
I shake my head, even though he can't see me and close my door, but I can't lock it because they took away my lock last night.
