IMPORTANT AN: Helloooo!!!! Ok first off I want every single amazing human who entered the contest to know that i love you. Like a lot. When I saw how many people entered the contest, I wanted to cry. You guys don't even know how much it means to me to have people say that they want to be in my book. Now for the moment you have all been wating for...Congrats to @NYC_Charlie for winning the contest! She will take on the role of Lillian Jacobson, Lou's best friend. I love you guys, okay? Please know that! There will be other contests in the future! Now, onward to chapter 16! So sorry for the mistakes! :p
(Louis's POV)
Have I mentioned that school sucks? The only thing that makes it better is Sofie and Lillian. Lillian, or as I call her, Lilly, is my best friend. I met her a couple of months ago and we instantly became friends.
She has brown hair and beautiful green eyes. She's really fun and energetic, she loves to play soccer, she sings really well, and has even wrote her own songs. She understands me, I have already told her everything about me.
She knows all my secrets, and I know hers.
She tries to get me to stop cutting, but I can't. She dosen't understand how hard it is to stop, it's not something you just quit. To be honest, I am trying.
"Louis, what is the answer to number five?" Ms. Martinez, my stupid English teacher asks me.
"It's supposed to be t I say rolling my eyes. She thinks that just because I am not paying attention that she can just make a fool out of me.
Well she's wrong.
"That's correct." She says, suprised and annoyed that I got it right.
I smirk and sink back into my seat and turn around to see Lily looking at me with a smirk on her face, and I try to muffle my laughter.
The rest of the day went boringly slow,but it was Friday and by the time the day is over, Sofie, Lily and I are walking home, and I'm really tired.
"Bye babe, i'll see you later, call me okay?" I say as we pass Sofie's house, and I give her a kiss on the lips. She is going out of town for the weekend.
"Okay!" She giggles, and kisses me again.
"Okay you lovebirds! Let me say bye too!" Lilly says
We laugh and Lilly says to Sofie, "Bye Sof! See ya later!" She says, as she pulls Sofie in for a hug and then she goes inside her house.
"And then there were two." Lilly says as we continue walking down the road, peacefully.
I let out a content sigh and say, "Thanks."
"For what?" She asks
"For everything, how am I ever going to repay you?" I ask
"Well, you could stop cutting for me?" She asks hopefully
"I know that you want me to stop, hell I want to too, but I just don't know how." I say tearing up
"Louis, please don't cry!" Lilly says. She's the only one who calls me Louis, but only because I can't really stop her. I gave up on that a long time ago.
"I-I'm sorry, but I just can't do this anymore! It's too much! I need to stop!" I cry out as we stop and sit on the sidewalk and she rubs my back as I cry.
"I have an idea." She says suddenly and I look up from my hands.
"Y-You do?" I ask and she nods.
"Anytime you feel like cutting, call me, visit me, skype me, do anything to get in touch with me, and we will talk it out. Until then I want you to get rid of anything that you cut yourself with, and anything that triggers you." She says
