AN: Hello! Finally, my update is here :) I just want to say that I love each and every single one of you who are reading this! Enjoy and sorry for all the mistakes you will find in here :P
(Louis' POV)
After my first session with Sam, Some tear stains on my face, hate to admit it, but I fell a little bit better now. Kind of like some of the weight that's on my shoulders was lifted off.
It's like, forcing all the feelings that you are so used to hiding. It's hard, but when you do it, you feel so much better than you did before. You feel like you don't have to worry about that certain problem too much because you know that people will help you and you will eventually get better.
But that's the thing that makes everything worse. I don't want to get better. Why should I? There is no point in getting better, if you have noone to get better for. I get that the boys love me, I really do, and I love them, but I can't help but think that if they werent in the picture, who would be?
Exactly.
As I walk out of Sam's office, I wave bye to her and head to the front where Zayn was waiting for me, reading one of the psycology magazines.
When he sees me come out, he stands up and walks up to the front desk and signs some papers and leads me out to the car.
"How was it bud?" He asks softly, knowing that I didn't want to go in the first place.
"It went fine actually." I say with a slight smile
"Really?" He asks
"Yeah, she's really nice, and for once I actually felt better." I say
"That's really great Lou." He says as we pull up to our drive way.
When we get out of the car, we enter an empty house.
"Where's everyone?" I ask
"They went out to get some new clothes, I belive Niall is still here though, so i'm going to go meet Liam and Harry at the store and get some things that I need. Do you think you'll be okay here with Niall or would you like to come with me to shop?" Zayn asks me
"Nah, i'll stay." I decide and he nods
"Okay, well tell Niall that I left you here, I'll be back soon with Liam and Harry." He says and walks out of the door.
I sigh and head to Nialls room. I heard the X-box playing on full blast. However, I did not expect to see what I saw when I walked in.
Niall was playing online with a headset and in his right hand was a bottle of beer. Half empty.
I gasp and say, "N-Niall?"
He nearly chokes on the drink as he sets it down and turns off his game.
"L-Louis! What are you doing here?" He stutters
"Zayn dropped me off, he told me to tell you that he left me here while he went shopping with Liam and Harry." I explain as my eyes fall on the horrid drink in his hand.
I despise drinking. It's what caused my parents to act the way they did most of the time. They know that, and yet he is still drinking.
"Louis, please don't be mad." Niall starts walking towards me.
"I'm not mad." I sigh
"Oh thank you! Please don't tell the boys, they'll kill me!" He begs as he hugs me
"I promise not to tell, as long as you don't drink another sip until you're legal." I say and snuggle up to him, my small frame curling into his larger one.
