A little mess

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Love love love love, everyone talks about this specific word like it's the only thing that he knows the best, everybody thinks that love is having a great time with the people or the person you like the most or it's some texts like "Good morning Bae" and "sweet dreams sweetheart" or something like that..
Others think that love is about trusting, believing, counting on each other, being honest all the time, no lies, and no cheating on, Well maybe it is.. I mean love could be all these wonderful beautiful things, right?
But wait.. just think about it, what if we get it all wrong? what if it was the opposite of all these things?
Maybe Love isn't always flowers and chocolate, maybe it's not always cuddles in the afternoon or laughing together at 2am, it's not always kisses and hugs or hanging out 'til the midnight while you're doing crazy stuff together, It's not always holding hands through all the ways and absolutely It's not always about having sex if you know what I'm saying..
Sometimes it's crying, screaming, and staying up all the night overthinking to figure out why you wasn't good enough for them, sometimes it's begging them to stay and trying your best to make them comprehend how much they mean to you and how much you need them, sometimes it's fighting and saying stupid things that make a part of your heart breaks down because you heard something you didn't expect to hear, sometimes it's painful because you know that all these little details and all these memories will tear you apart after awhile..
In fact as essential to the top I believe that love is mixed up of the good happy things and the bad sad things at the same time, I truly see it's giving the best of you to the ones you love and expect absolutely nothing from them, I think it's abuse each other in the morning and getting in the shower together in the night, it's disappearing through the doorway for two days and then coming back only to say "I'm sorry, and I missed you a lot", it's making unforgivable mistakes then ask for forgiveness and simply get it..
Love is perfect, love is sucks, love is sweet, love is bitter and I'm not sure about anything anymore
I only hope that love will be the thing that lasts forever

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