What do you do in your life?
Simple question isn't it? Okay if it is, then try to answer on it seriously and ask yourself what do I do in my life?
Don't give me an awkward answer including one or maybe three words maximum, take your time and think because the answer won't pop up into your head easily..
I dunno about you guys but in my case I spent like two days thinking about this specific sentence and the results were incredibly awful, all I do is waste my time, mess around, a little chitchat, and eat.. I recalled all the details of my usual day, every single one, I recalled everything and I realized that none of them is interesting enough to be mentioned and this is insane cause I'm not doing anything gainful for me or for my future if you know what I'm saying..
Well, the only thing I can mention is that I Wake up in the morning and after few hours later I fell asleep in the night, it's like there's nothing in between and I had to deal with this situation day after day over and over again.. For God's sake where did all this emptiness came from? What a worthless life I live!
You know what's killing me the most? That a guy with 21 years old is chasing up his dreams out there while I'm sitting as a piece of shit over here, that a guy with 21 years old has all the opportunities and all the support that he needs to start his life while I'm stuck here for more than five years, that a guy with 21 years old is able to take responsibility for his deeds or able to go and have fun with his friends in anytime he wants while my parents are locking up on me cause they have this phobia and they're afraid to end up in prison or kidnapped or as a dead man for doing absolutely nothing..
Why me? Why I'm the one who has to be born in this country? sometimes I wonder how much my life would be easier if I was born in a foreign country, I mean this is so unfair and there's nothing I can do about it except wishing, just wish that someday I'll get the chance to be the man I always wanted to be, *sigh* I'm so tied up and it feels like I'm dying in slow motion mood..
What's the solution?
Simply get the hell out of here, it's more than enough to solve all of my problems and I think it's all I need right now.
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RandomThis book has a lot of oppositions between happiness and sadness, between high hopes and disappointments, between our dreams and our reality, it's just like playing hide and seek actually hide and seek is the story of my life
