Not Another Cheesy Romance Novel

December 1st, 2015 (Casandra)

ONE OF MY CHAPTERS ENDED UP DISAPPEARING ? BASICALLY ISAIAH AND CAS HAD TO FIX SOME ISSUES WITH DYLAN AND ENDED UP DOING THE DO
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The past few weeks have been rough, but its all been worth it. I got a job at Target. Isaiah started working extra hours to get more money. I'm really excited that we can start moving on in our life.

Speaking on moving on in our life, I'm 2 weeks late. It's scary. I'm going to try to get a test today. I don't want to tell Isaiah yet. Maybe it was a mistake to have that rendezvous we had. I don't know, but I know I love him. By no means was I ready for a child though.

I got dressed for work, my shift started at 8:00 am. I stopped and got some breakfast, and rushed to the car. I was driving a little over the speed limit but it was fine. I gripped the steering wheel with one hand, and fiddled with the few dollars I pulled out to buy a pregnancy test, with the other. I was super nervous. So many bad things could happen. Maybe Isaiah would actually be my boyfriend though. I wasn't sure if that was a good thing or not.

Once I got into the parking lot, I quickly grabbed a box of two tests, and ran to the bathroom to use it before my shift started. I unwrapped it, and used it. I waited a few minutes. Suddenly, there it was. A little positive plus sign. I almost cried. I wish there was a way I could tell him right now. I was scared out of my mind.

My shift seemed as if it lasted for days. It was boring, too. I took a walk of shame out of the door of that Target. I got in my car, drove out of the parking lot, stopped by a McDonald's nearby to get something for dinner. Once I got back to the hotel, I walked up to our room, and opened the door to something I wish I had never seen.

It was terrifying to see Isaiah atop of another woman, pounding her into the bed, with everything he could. I rushed out of the door, and started sobbing. I didn't know who this woman was, and I didn't want to know. I just wanted to go away. I got back in the car, and ate my McFlurry, that was mostly melted at this point, but still tasted better than anything I had eaten in the past few weeks. I ate the fries, that made my soul feel complete.

Once I had finished my dinner, I threw what was left of the food in front of the door of our room, with a note that said "Share with your girlfriend", and drove off. I guess it helped. He wasn't any different than before. I can't believe I trusted him, this was too much for me to handle. I couldn't do it.

All the sudden, a car slammed into mine. It happened all in one flash, I didn't know what to do. My car swerved off the side of the road and flipped over, it was scary. I did my best to get out. I pulled and pulled and pulled. I was coughing, I could barely breathe due to all the fumes. After awhile of continuously struggling, the fumes filled the capsized car, my vision became blurry, my breaths became staggered, I was a goner.