Dedicated to Three Empty Words by Shawn Mendes
'Y/N, I didn't know you could do this.'
'Do what? Hang around my friends? I have friends too, Shawn.'
I was so angry at her. I love her. But I am angry.
'You were clearly kissing him,' I blurt out, 'if that's friendly, then what do you call our reflation ship? Is this even a relationship to you?'
'I wasn't kissing him.'
How could she stand thee and lie. When the sweater on her made her look so effortlessly cute, her hair tussled from ruffling it every few seconds. Her knee socks were uneven, ones stretching to her ankle and the other just below her knee. Her eyes sparkled, not crying.
Gosh, how cold could she get. I looked down and placed my hands behind my head. 'Y/N. I don't want to got through this right now. I'm a little mad that you would-'
'Mad? Why are you mad? I didn't kiss him. Even if I was, It was a friendly gesture. An act of innocence.
I walked over to her, the guilty feeling swarming through me. I don't know what I was doing but I went over to her. I placed my hand next to her cheek, caressing it, staring at her confused eyes. The same eyes I had fallen in love with five months ago. But she shook her head, causing my arm to fall, and looked away.
'Y/N, I'm really upset, but I-I forgive you.' My voice croaked. It hurt knowing what she did, and it hurt seeing her feel no guilt and act like I was a piece of rubbish.
'Shawn, please. Me and the other guy are just friends.' She flashed a small smile. I knew I would've smiled back, but the real question is; was the smile for me or for him?
'You know, Y/N, I'm your boyfriend if you haven't noticed. And to tell you truth, it hurts to see you with another guy. Wouldn't it hurt you if you saw me kissing another girl and then saying it was a gesture?' She looked up at me, her face still as normal as before. No emotion. 'Y/N, I guess what I'm trying to ask is for us to go back to where we were before?'
Instead of a hug, instead of a smile, she spoke coldly. 'What were we before, Shawn? I need to trust that you understand it was just a friend.'
A new thought came into my mind that made my heart sink. Would she still love me if we were together? Would she sneak around with other guys. I love her, I really do, and I guess if I want to retain that, I'll just have to-
'Y/N, I love you.'
'I don't care.' She dismissed me. Walked out the door, not even bothering to fully close it. The three empty words had reached me.
The three empty words.
A/N: really would appreciate requests! Xoxo
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Fanfiction[R E Q U E S T S N O W O P E N] ~His brown eyes met my gaze, pressuring me not to fall. His smile greeted my nervous one, making me feel like I'd just landed on the moon~ Credits to JaneConquestBackup for the cover