This is a story about 17 year old Cierra Torres. She is blamed for her father's death. She runs away from home and goes to live with her brother who moved to Australia. She starts a new life and tries to get away from her abusive mother and boyfrien...
"Luke, maybe you should move on too" Cal said softly. I ignored him. I look out my window. Currently we are on our way home. I just wanted to get home and go to bed. I didn't want to come near the boys' or my family. I just wanted to be alone. I am just a fuck up. I put everyone down with me. I put in my headphones and ignore everyone. I start to fall asleep to the lyrics to Haven't Had Enough by Marianas trench.
"Testing, testing, I'm just suggesting, You and I might not be the best thing, Exit, exit, somehow I guessed it right, right, But I still want you, want you, Don't mean to taunt you, If you leave now, I'll come back and haunt you, You'll remember, return to sender now, now
Well I just wish we could go back one more time and begin it, Back before I lost myself somewhere, somewhere in it.
I've been stuck now so long, We just got the start wrong, One more last try, I'ma get the ending right, You can't stop this, and I must insist, That you haven't had enough, You haven't had enough, Stuck now so long, We just got the start wrong, No more last place, You better get your story straight, You can't stop this, and I must insist, That you haven't had enough, You haven't had enough,
I still need you, need you, don't mean to tease you, If you want me, I'll come back and meet you, Whisper, whisper, you must admit you want it, You, you want it,
Well I just wish we could go back one more time and begin it, Back before I lost myself somewhere, somewhere in it.
We've been stuck now so long, We just got the start wrong, One more last try, I'ma get the ending right, You can't stop this, and I must insist, That you haven't had enough, You haven't had enough, Stuck now so long, We just got the start wrong, No more last place, You better get your story straight, You can't stop this, and I must insist, That you haven't had enough, You haven't had enough,
Don't you need it? Don't you want this at all? (testing, testing, I'm just suggesting) Don't you need it? Don't you want this at all? (testing, testing, I'm just suggesting)
Ah!
Stuck now so long, We just got the start wrong, One more last try, I'ma get the ending, You can't stop this, and I must insist (testing, testing) You haven't had enough, You haven't had enough, Stuck now so long, We just got the start wrong, No more last place, You better get your story straight, You can't stop this, (don't you need it, don't you want this at all) And I must insist, That you haven't had enough, You haven't had enough,
Testing, testing, I'm just suggesting, You and I might just be the best thing."
Someone was shaking me awake. I opened my eyes. It was Ash. I got up.
CECE'S POV
Right now I'm helping Jamie decorate the nursery for the twins. Jamie didn't want Jonas to help. I feel like Jamie doesn't like him at all. It was Thanksgiving. It was getting closer to their birth. Jamie said he wanted to start on the babies' room. I seen Luke moved on also. He met a girl in LA on Halloween. I'm happy for him. "Nena why don't you go sit down you look a bit tired" Jamie said. "I'm okay" I said. "Cierra.... Anyways is Luke flying down for the birth of his children?" Jamie asked. "I don't know" I said. "Have you two talked like at all after he left?" Jamie asked. "No" I breathed which wasn't a lie. We haven't spoke since he kissed me. Jonas doesn't even want Luke around the kids. I get a new notification from insta. Luke posted a picture of him and that new girl. I for some reason feel sadness come over me. The girl is named Arzaylea.
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He looked happy. I sigh putting my phone down. Fabian is currently painting the wall he looks at me with sadness. "I can't believe Isabella and Isaiah are coming next month" Fabian said as he started painting the wall. "Me neither, Fabian I want you to come in the room with me if Luke isn't here" I said. "Maybe you should call Luke and talk to him" Jamie said. "I really don't want to, I'll ask Liz to see if they want to spend Christmas here" I said. Jamie nodded and hugged me. Luke is probably going to bring her here. I pick up my phone. I send a text to Liz.
Hello. I was wondering if you and the family would like to come and spend Christmas is us. Also Isaiah and Isabella's birth is near christmas -Cece
That would be lovely dear, Cal might come with since his parents' are going out of town.-Liz
The more the merrier -Cece
I knew he was for sure going to take her. I got out of the room cause my head started hurting. "What's wrong?" Vanessa asked me as soon as I made my way to the kitchen. I shrugged. "We should go Christmas shopping" I said. "Oh no we have to wait cause its Thanksgiving so I need help preparing our dinner" Vanessa said. I sighed but agreed. Later that day, Jonas came over. We were all sitting at the table. Jamie looked extremely annoyed. Jonas was talking to Fabian about the soccer game that was going on. I mentally giggled cause they both looked so concentrated. "Cece would you like to say thanks" Vanessa said. I smiled we all held hands and closed our eyes. "Dear Lord thank you for the meal we are about to eat. Also thank you for keeping this family healthy. And thank you for giving me Isabella and Isaiah. And for this amazing family and boyfriend also thank you for Miguel Angel's birth. Amen" I said. We all said Amen and started eating. After dinner I went on twitter.
@Little_Cece09: Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
Luke, Calum, Ashton, Michael, Liz, Jack and Ben liked my tweet. I started helping Vanessa with the dishes. My phone dings.
Mum told me you invited us for Christmas.-Luke
Yeah.. Isabella and Isaiah are suppose to be born after Christmas-Cece
So you're letting me come to their birth? -Luke
yeah you are their father. I'm not a cold heartless bitch you are allowed to see your kids-Cece
I will come but I am bringing a guest for Christmas if that's okay-Luke
