youth ; jaeyong

nine ; pain

i groaned in annoyance, sunshine pouring through the curtains and disrupting my sleep. the repetitive chirping of the birds didn't help either.

i sighed, sitting up and expecting to feel taeyong's arm around my waist. i frowned, seeing it wasn't there and i looked to my side to see no taeyong.

i immediately panicked, sliding out of bed only to have my heart pang.

" shit.. "

this must be from the process, he's too far away from me and now my heart is hurting.

i looked to the side, spotting a piece of paper on the bedside table.

' good morning angel. me and the guys left for seoul, i'm not letting your stepdad get to you anymore. yuta is in the house with you so you aren't alone. believe me, i didn't want to leave. my heart is already hammering against my chest. i'm trying my best to fight the pain. i'll try to be home by tomorrow. i love you.
- daddy ;) '

a huge smile overtook my face, rolling my eyes at how he had to put daddy.

i had no idea if the pain i was feeling was his or mine or a mixture of both, but it was becoming too much to bare.

i held my hand over my heart, hissing and clenching my teeth. i slowly left the room, seeing yuta making breakfast in the kitchen.

" since when do you cook? "

i was trying desperately to hide the pain but i could tell yuta was too. he would let out a grimace every so often.

" i have a man now, i have to cook or else we would be stuck eating takeout everyday. "

i chuckled, only making my heart pang harder.

" do you feel it too? "

he looked up at my question, sadness written all over his expression.

" yes and it sucks. i hope they won't be gone long, i don't think i can bare with this all day. "

a good thing was that this wouldn't happen everytime he left, only since we're new partners. after a couple days, he could leave without either of us hurting.

just as i was about to scream from the pain, my phone rang and my cheeks were turning pink from the ringtone taeyong just had to make himself.

' angel, pick up the phone. your daddy is calling. if you don't pick up the phone you're getting a spanking and i'll be very worried about you. jae, answer- '

yuta widened his eyes, probably wondering what the hell was wrong with both of us.

i blushed, answering the phone.

" hey beautiful. "

i could tell he was feeling the pain just from his voice, he was talking through clenched teeth.

as soon as i heard his voice, i felt every bone in my body sigh in relief.

" i miss you. "