youth ; jaeyong

thirteen ; lost

i sighed, holding my head in my hands, growing more agitated by the minute.

" fuck! "

i kicked the cabinet in the bathroom, not being able to hold in my anger towards myself.

i looked at myself in the mirror, examining my messy hair and tired eyes.

" you scared him off, way to go jaehyun. "

i pulled out my phone, clicking on baekhyun's contact.

" hello? "

" baek.. "

" jae, are you alright? i swear i'll kill taeyong, what the hell did he do? "

i bit my bottom lip, holding back a cry.

" i think i'm pregnant. "

for a while, there was silence and it scared me.

" i'm on my way over. "

i left the bathroom, seeing yuta walking by with concern on his features.

" what happened? why did taeyong just storm out of here? "

i ignored him, going to our bedroom, and locking the door behind me.

i collapsed on the bed, holding his pillow as i let out soft sobs.

" jaehyun, open this door! "

i didn't know how long i laid there, but eventually the rapid knocks ceased, the yelling stopped. until i heard voices outside the door.

" jae, open up, i'm here. "

i slowly dragged myself to the door, opening it to see baekhyun with another blonde male. i let both of them in, shutting the door behind them.

" this is kim seokjin. he is the lover of our rival gang's leader, namjoon. he is the only one from BTS that has friendly contact with any of us. he's known to tell when someone is pregnant by simply looking at them. i don't know how he does it, but he has five kids so i wouldn't be surprised. "

i offered a kind smile, shaking seokjin's hand.

" call me jin, please. "

after some brief talk, i couldn't take it anymore.

" am i really pregnant or not? "

the corner of his lips tugged up as he sighed, narrowing his eyes and examining me.

" yes. "

i let out a breath i didn't know i had been holding, becoming overwhelmed with emotion.

i heard baek tell jin he could go now before he ran over to me, wrapping his arms around me.

" please tell me these are happy tears, jae. "

i pursed my lips together, crying into baekhyun's shoulder.