youth ; jaeyong

fifteen ; crashing

" you're safe now. "

i shook my head at the police officer, tears running down my cheeks. i hope they hadn't gotten EXO or SEVENTEEN.

" you don't understand. they aren't criminals you idiot. you took my everything away from me. he's my happiness. and you stole him. "

the officers furrowed their brows at me, glancing at one another.

" he even brainwashed the kid- "

" shut up! i'm not a kid and i don't want to listen to your bullshit. you don't know anything. "

i had to mentally plead with myself to calm down, knowing it wasn't good for the baby if i was stressed like this.

they were driving me back to seoul, to the police station.

" it seems you have no family left? your stepdad was gone when we went to the house, no where to be found. "

i smiled, knowing that was taeyong and the guys's doing.

" my stepdad was an abusive asshole. i don't care. "

" we're just trying to help- "

" well stop fucking trying! i was just fine, i was happy. i had all my friends, my boyfriend, i just found out i'm expecting, and you just completely shat on my day. so you want to help? let them go. "

" is your boyfriend- "

" the one you pushed to the ground and treated him like he was gum under the bottom of your shoe? yeah, that one. "

i was beyond fed up. i just wanted everything to go back to the way it was.

i looked at all of them, anger bubbling up in my chest.

" they haven't done anything, but helped you and your clueless excuse of law enforcement. you want to know how all those drug dealers, murderers, rapists, suddenly disappeared into thin air? that's because they got to them before you because you're not smart enough to figure it out yourselves. "

they tried to hide their look of shock as i stared blankly out of the window, night overruling the exterior of south korea.

" what are you going to do to them? please don't put them in prison, they haven't done anything wrong. they have lives too. my best friend you also took, he's with another member too. you can't do this to us, i'm begging you. "

" our plan was to have them serve time for eight years- "

i abruptly sat up, eyes watering with even more tears if that was possible.

" no. no! let me out! i can't- you can't do this! he didn't hurt me you dumb fucks! he's the love of my life and you took him away from me! you think you're helping but you're just making it worse! "

i held in my sobs the rest of the way, not believing how much my day had been flipped upside down so many times.

when we finally pulled up to the station, i spotted a row of more pulling up at the same time and my heart immediately dropped.