youth ; jaeyong

thirty one ; goodbye

guys, this is the last official chapter of youth! but like I said, don't worry, there's still an epilogue and a character q&a to come! I might cry lol. I love this book so much. but anyways, here's the chapter. :)

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" we'll take it slow. baby, baby, we'll take it slow. "

i hid my smile, rolling my hips to the dance, the fans screaming at the top of their lungs.

i sung and danced to the end, walking to the back, taeyong and the guys of NCT U following.

" babe, you have no idea how possessive you make me when you move your hips like that. you can't be doing that. "

i narrowed my eyes at him, walking to our dressing room.

" um, have you seen yourself? you want to talk about hips, scold yourself. you think i don't get jealous everytime i hear girls shouting your name? "

" aww, my wifey's jealous. "

i rolled my eyes playfully, his arms wrapping around my waist, soft kisses making contact with my neck.

" don't be jealous jae, this ring on my finger means i'm all yours. "

we were currently promoting the 7th sense for our first unit, NCT U. luna was currently being babysat by jonghyun and taemin. she was five months old now and was the light of taeyong and i's life.

and baek and yeol's twin girls are now two months old. they are the cutest and are exact copies of the two.

i picked up my phone, scrolling through until i got to taemin's number, face timing him.

" hey jae! "

" hey taemin, is luna being good for you guys? "

taeyong cuddled me from behind, placing his chin on my shoulder to look at my screen.

" she just cried once but i'm pretty sure it was just because she misses her mom and dad. "

i smiled, taemin flipping the camera to show her sleeping.

" aww, i'm glad she's being good for you guys. i can't thank you enough for watching her while we promote, we'll be home tonight so you can go back home once we get there. "

" okay, no rush. take your time, i know promoting takes a lot of energy out of you- jonghyun, i swear to god if you pull my hair one more time. this is not internet war, we are not getting kinky in our best friend's house so please stop. "

i chuckled, knowing exactly how he feels right now, having past experiences with taeyong.

" guys, i don't care what you do in my house, just clean it up. baekhyun and chanyeol did it all the time when i lived with them so go ahead. don't wake up my daughter though, you will make mommy angry. "

taemin laughed, just nodding his head.

" alright, well i'll let you go. see you tonight. "

i hung up, locking my phone.

" jae. "

" what baby? "

" you know, it's been a long time. "

" since what? "

he looked around, making sure the guys weren't around, as they probably went to go see SEVENTEEN, before pulling my untucked shirt out of my jeans, sliding his fingers against my skin.

" since i've been able to have you to myself. it's been so long since i've heard your moans, felt your sensitive skin, made love to you countless times.. "

i was trying extremely hard to keep my guard up but my own body was failing me. it had been six months since we've done anything other than kissing. the baby kept us on our toes and by the time we got to bed, we were too exhausted to do anything but sleep.

it was pretty amazing considering how neither of us can survive without sex but we've been too busy to really pay attention to it.

" taeyong, stop. we are in the dressing room and i am a lot more sensitive than i was before, i could possibly lose my control at any moment, so please stop. "

he just ignored me, proceeding to suck on the skin of my neck.

" tae, i'm warning you- "

it was useless trying to make him stop at this point. his arousal was pressing into my thigh and i was done fighting it.

i let out one final moan before turning around and smashing my lips to his. he was surprised at how i had changed so quickly, walking backwards towards the couch as i pushed him towards it.

" there's my little whore i missed so much.. "

and after he said those words to me, i got to remember what it was like to truly be in love with my husband again.

" babe, you ready to go home? i'm sure taemin and jonghyun have broken in the couch. "

he laughed at my words, zipping his jeans.

" come on, the guys will be back any minute now. "

we left the room, spotting everyone at the end of the hall.

my heart broke for yuta and ten, they were currently broken up because a sasaeng had found out about them being a couple (the fans weren't meant to know) and SM told them they had to break up. only temporarily though. just until the heat was taken off of them.

the fans knew taeyong and i were married, just not to eachother. i unfortunately still had to use jung as my last name even though it was lee now. as of now, everyone thought we were married to women. no one knew about our daughter.

" jae, i can't believe we've only been together for a year and a couple months. it feels like you've been mine for forever. and now we're idols! how crazy is that? we have two kids and i couldn't be more grateful. "

winwin lived with us too but he was at SM's building training right now.  he's also been acting strange lately, i think it's because he likes someone, i just don't know who.

i smiled as we walked towards the back exit, knowing fans would be crowding the area behind the gates with their phones.

i pulled my mask up, turning and lacing my fingers through taeyong's.

" i think it's time the whole world knows. "

he smiled brightly before pulling his mask up, starting to open the door.

" ready? "

" i've never been more sure. "

and that was the day that jaeyong was confirmed. not like it already wasn't before.