If Im James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn (Kellin Quinn)

Chapter 5

Desiree's POV

I sat there and watched him walk away. Maybe I should just leave.. All I've been doing is causing drama, and I haven't been here all that long.

If I stay things will probably just get even worse from here on out.. But, I just can't bring myself to leave. I have to either make things right with Kellin or Jaime.

I'm pretty sure that I need to let them both cool off first. Then maybe later I'll call kellin and try and fix things.

I was about to get up and walk to my car when someone sat down beside me. I looked up at the face of the person who I was sitting with "will.." I muttered under my breath. "Hey sunshine" he said smirking at me " how did you find me here?" I asked. You see Will was my boyfriend at a time and let's just say he got VERY possessive and clingy, and I just had to break it off. " it doesn't matter, all that matters is that we can be together again" he looked into my eyes and smiled " there is no fucking way we are getting back together so get that idea out of your head right now" I snapped at him.

I stood up and started to leave when he grabbed my wrist. I turned around to face him. At that very moment I felt his face coming closer, just as I was about to slap him I felt his lips on mine. I immediately pulled away and ran to my car.

I started it up and raced home as fast as I could. As soon as I got inside I collapsed on the floor, all my emotions were coming out and I decided it would be better to just let them all come out instead of trying to hide them any longer.

I honestly couldnt believe what I had done. Not only did I ruin what could have been a great relationship with Kellin, but I ruined my friendship with Jaime.

I slowly got up and walked to the bathroom. I opened the bottom draw and went searching, I knew that it was here somewhere. Finally I felt my fingers wrap around the cool metal. I pulled out the blade, It was almost as if I smiled at it. It was like seeing an old friend.

I undressed and sat in the bathtub with just my bra and underwear on. I looked at my thighs and I could see all the scars from previous depressing times. I took the blade and gracefully dragged it across my thigh, very lightly not even making a scratch. "only one" I whispered to myself. I glided the blade across my thigh for real this time and knew that one was not going to satisfy me. 

I started shaking ever so slightly "it was supPOSED TO BE JUST ONE" I yelled at myself. 'I cant do anything right' I thought to my self. I threw the blade across the bathroom and heard it clatter as it hit the ground. I closed my eyes for a milisecond when I heard a bang on the door.

"DESIREE! ARE YOU IN THERE?" he yelled through the door. "..yes" I sobbed. He turned the door handle and came in, I could see how his face changed as soon as he saw me. He looked disappointed, just like everyone else. "Come here" he said helping me up. He picked me up and put me on the counter and got out the first aid kit. "What are you doing here?" I asked confused. "I thought you hated me?" i said. He shook his head and laughed while he cleaned my wounds. "I could never hate you desiree" I slowly smiled as he leaned in. 

Just as our lips were about to touch I put my hand in the way. "wait.." I said "wasnt this what got us in this fight in the first place?" He just looked at me "What Kellin? Is there something on my face?" I quickly turned to look at myself in the mirror. Other than the makeup smudged on my face from crying there wasnt anything else. I turned around and suddenly felt his lips on mine. I kissed him back, and felt him smile into the kiss as I did. "open your eyes" he said. So I did what he said.

When I opened my eyes I was still in the bathtub covered in blood and tears. Kellin wasnt here. It was all a dream. I rubbed my eyes and got out of the tub. As I cleaned myself up I heard my phone ring. I got up and quickly ran to it. *Kellin is calling* I was unsure of what to do. Should I answer or let it ring.

Authors Note: Wow this is so short. Should she answer it? OR let it ring? 5 votes to continue