The Harry Diaries ( A Larry Stylinson Story )

Chapter 3: A Struggle

The album was released, and with that, Louis fake relationship. When i saw them for the first time, holding hands, i lost it. I was in a hotel room and saw the pictures on the internet. I started crying, i cried for hours!!

Niall heard me crying from the othe room and came to see if i was okay.

- Harry, are you okay?

- I am, its just that... it hurts so much to see Louis with that girl...

- I know Harry, but you have to be strong and remember, she is not really his girlfriend! you are his boyfriend, only you!

- I know, i just love him so much.

- Come here, give me a hug

Niall hugged me. I got to love that irish mate, he was always there for me.

Louis called me in the night.

- How was your date with the beard?

- Not bad

- Do you like her?

- She seems nice

- Hmmm....

- Harry? are you jealous?

- What do you think?

- I told not to be you! nothing will happen with her!! 

- But i cant help to feel jealous

- Dont make me go to your room and make love to you

- Oh please, come

- Im going to sneaked out later, are you going to stay awake for me?

- Always baby

- Mmmm, i cant wait for you to fuck me hard, to feel that big penis inside me

- Oh please stop

- Im so horny

- Oh please come then

- Give me a moment

Louis sneaked from his room. Thank god, no one from the security saw him. He went to my room. We were crazy for each other. Couldnt stay our hands away, ripping off our clothes, kissing passionately and ended it in bed, with Louis on top while I  was fucking him roughtly pulling his hair.

- Yes yes, Harry, harder, harder!!!

We cummed and then stay for a while cuddling in bed.

The management wanted to talk to me the next day.

- So Harry, we want to keep your image of ladies men but we found out that you are very popular among the older women so,  we want you to pretend to date one.

- Who?

- Caroline Flack.

- Caroline? But, she can be like my mum.

- We know but she said she thought you were really cute, dont worry, its not going to be a relationship, you are just going to pretend that you have a crush on her and then, a couple of pictures of you together and everyone will think you are dating and that you also love older women. What you say?

- Well... i guess i can do that.... but i dont want to pretend for a long time

- No, just a couple of weeks.

- Okay then...

I didnt know how Louis would take it, but he had to know. After the meeting, i called him.

- So, what they wanted to talk you about?

- Well.... i kind of going to have a beard too

- What? but you said no! you said you were going to stay single!!

- I know, but they want me to pretend to date Caroline Flack

- Caroline? The X Factor host? She is freaking too old for you!!

- Yup she is, but the management say that a lot of older women have a crush on me so they want to give them hopes...

- That is so ridiculous

- It is but its just work, you are dating that Eleanor girl and i will date Caroline but we both know its all work...

-I dont like this at all

- Hey, i love you, okay? and if  i have to pull off with you dating a girl then you have to do the same with me.

- Okay okay, i guess we have no choice...

We were working very hard promoting our first album, i barely could sleep but besides that i really loved my job. Everyday was something new and exciting, meeting new places, new people, feeling the love from the fans, when i was living all these things, i knew that all the sacrificies were worth it.

This was the dream of my whole life and i wasnt going to screw it. But, im not gonna lie, it hurts, it does hurts a lot to see the hundreds of pictures of Louis and that girl acting like they are a couple, sometimes i wanted to scream, scream to the world that he belongs to me, only to me and no one else, but, i couldnt it... ill just have to man up and fake a smile.

My " relationship" with Caroline only lasted a few weeks, i actually like her , she was a great woman but just as a friend. I was feeling so uncomfortable when she kept flirting with me so one day i stopped her.

- Caroline, you know this is all publicity right?

- I know but, i mean, why it cant be true? im single, you are single...

- Yeah but you are way too old for me...

- Not so much, im only 32 and you know im attractive - she said winking at me

- You are attractive, yes, but, i dont like you ...not in that way at least...

- Can we at least fuck?

- I think i better go, Caroline, sorry

I ended that shit as soon as possible, i still have to talk about her and pretend that we were dating just for publicity but i was glad it was over, even though, Louis was still dating his beard...

One night, Louis came to my room, but he seem upset.

- Are you okay? - i asked

- No. Im so fucking tired of the management. Do this, do that, say this, say that, act more manly, kiss her...

- Kiss her??? 

I freaked out!! 

- I had to!! they made me and publicly

- How was that?

- We were in a basketball game and they were insisting that we kiss, so i did it, but dont worry, it was just a peck and it was the most awkward kiss in the world.

- So, you didnt like it?

- Not at all... i only want to kiss you, your kisses are the only ones that sweep me off my feet.

I smiled. I was at first, worried, that they kissed but to know that he didnt like it , that he only had eyes for me, made me happy again.

I grabbed him by the waist,  pulled him closer to me and kiss him passionately. But before we get to the bed, he wanted to say something else.

- You know, i have been thinking, fuck the management, from now on,im going to show them that im not their puppet. They are not going to make me say what the want, im going to say the fuck i want.

- What are you going to do?

- Oh, you'll see, now our interviews are going to be a lot more fun.

- Be careful Louis, i dont want you to get in trouble

- Dont worry, im going to be very subtle - he winked me and that made me trust him

- Well okay, i trust you then

We made love after that. The following weeks we kept with the promotion of the album and we had a lot of interviews to do, tv shows , radio stations, magazines and Louis actually did what  he told me.