The Harry Diaries ( A Larry Stylinson Story )

Chapter 6: My Beard

With the releasing of the second album. Louis and I started talking again. He understood that it was over so he only treated me like his band mate.. it hurt a lot, we were almost like strangers...

We barely look or interact to each other, even on stage. It was killing me  inside but i had to be strong.

The management reunited me one of  those days when were on tour promoting our album. I thought Louis was going to be there but it was only me this time...

- We are glad Louis and you are taking our advices and decided to separate , it was the best decision you could make and im sure you will thank me for it one day...

- Yeah, whatever...

- So, i think its time for you to have a beard..

- Again with that...

- Hey, it will be great publicity for the album and guess who are you going to date?

- I have no idea i just hope its not Caroline Flack again...

- No. So much better than that. Taylor Swift.

- Okay, she is nice, i guess.

- And she is crushing on you

- Hey, i dont want to  give fake hopes to her

- Dont worry, she knows its all publicity and she has done it before in the past, with Taylor Lautner and others. She knows how to do this and its not going to last long, just a couple of months, you will break up, its going to be all over the media, she maybe will write a song about you...

- Well, i guess ill go for it...

I didnt care... I wasnt with Louis  anymore so, why not have a beard too?

Taylor and I started "dating" .. our "first date" was  a walk around New York City, of course, a lot of photographers were going to be around us taking us pictures, at first i tried to fake a smile but it got hard. I had to hold her hand and i just remember, how good it feel to hold Louis. I was missing him a lot...

Christmas season arrived. I remember the amazing time i had with Louis last year and now i had to spend it alone, or worse, faking a relationship..

After I spent the New Years with  my beard, i meant, Taylor ...We decided to have a vacation with friends in the Caribbean...

One night, she got closer to me....

- Are you having fun? - she said with a sweet smile

- Yeah, i am...

- You dont see like it...

- Im fine, dont worry

- Harry... i know that our relationship is all  just for publicity but i think i am actually falling in love with you...

- Oh Taylor....

- What?

- Dont, please

- Why not? you dont like me?

- You are a great girl Taylor but i just dont see you that way.... but, we can be friends you know

- Fuck you!

- Hey, why so rude?

- You were just playing with me

- Playing? Taylor, you agreed since the beginning that this was just publicity, we were never dating for real!!

- I know, i was just so stupid in believing that you would actually fell in love with me

- Im sorry, im really sorry

- Save it for the media... im leaving

- Where are you going?

- To have a vacation on my own

- So, is this over? i mean, our contract?

- What you think?

- Well okay...

I felt a bit bad for her, i didnt want to give her false hopes but i was also glad it was over... after she left, i drank enough alcohol to get very drunk and call Louis.

- Harry? are you okay?

- I miss you Louis

- I miss you too.. where are you?

- Some island in the Caribbean, come here please

- I cant, im in England. Anyway, what are you doing there?

- I decided to have a vacations with friends and my beard but she left..

- Taylor? what happened?

- She was falling for me for real and i told her no, so she got pissed and left, im glad she is gone, she was annoying as hell...

- Ohh..

- Anyway, how is your beard?

- Fine i guess, i havent talked to her in weeks

- How is that? you are not spending Christmas with your girlfriend?

- Harry please...

-Yeah sorry... well, i just want to know how you were...

-  When are you coming back to England?

- Tomorrow i guess

- Please, be careful

- I will

- I love you Harry

- I love you too

I hung up.... the next morning, I was regretting making that call. I didnt want Louis to think that I actually wanted to get back with  him, even though I do want to but I was still firmly thinking that it was the best to be  separated...