Im a Hero: One Direction

Chapter 18

[Liam]
Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

[Harry]
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

[Niall]
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky

[Louis]
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

[Harry]
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

[Zayn]
Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet

There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge

There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed

As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

I sat in the chair infront of my parents caskets with Levi on my lap and Adrian on my right. Liam was to my left, then beside him was zayn, niall,harry,louis. Everyone that knew of my parents was here. They were well known, in the spy world and the real world. Everyone was wearing tuxs or black dresses. I was wearing a black dress while levi wore a small tux and adrian had on a tux unbuttoned and had on a dress shirt on underneath.

I looked around while their two flags were being folded up. I saw people crying, people sobbing into others arms, sadness was evident on everyones face. Yet i saw anger on peoples faces too. Behind me sat my team, all the boys parents and family (my teams and the one direction boys).

I was trying to keep it together for levi and adrian but it was hard. A 17-year old should not have to bury both of her parents at such a young age plus take care of their two young children. It just wasn't right, but i knew it was my responsibility.

The boys had just sang Moments. I almost cried but i knew i would have to wait til i was alone in my room so that i could cry. I had been crying way too much lately infront of people. In order to find maximanio i had to be strong not crying. I can cry when i have killed him and his little minions. They will all pay for killing my parents over something so stupid.

I was pushed out of my thoughts when i heard the crunching of dead grass and dried up leaves. I looked up and saw two soldiers slowly walking over to me and my brothers with outstretched arms holding two flags. Those flags represented the ending of my parents serving our country, and the ending of their lives. When they reached us they bowed and then handed us the flags. They then started to lower the caskets into the ground where they would lay forever. Atleast they would be beside each other.

I still haven't come to terms with my parents deaths. Will i ever?

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I know it's short :P Maybe some lovey dovey stuff for all you people reading this.