A/N To those that care.

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Watch the video above to actual know what I am currently feeling like. 



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Well I am feeling like I am going through the same stuff day after day and it is currently dark as the depression sets in. Just watch the video in full to see how bad I am actually currently feeling.

Alright so I had to explain this better because someone thought I was suicidal. The only parts that are relevant is about the days basically blending into one another or in the video when they wake up on August 14 at between 12 pm and 12:30 pm.

The other thing this symbolizes also all the loved ones that have died around me and I am just told to get over it.

There is NEVER just getting over someone's death. Like these two months July and August are the months of hell for me. July 4th is my mothers birthday and August 21st is when she killed herself. 

As well as a little depressing fact. Most of my family has died in the summer months. I have always hated summer because of this. So you see where the summer haze portion of this song important.

I have to live with the fact that people expect me to just forget about her and my loved one's who died.

No I am not suicidal all and I am just having trouble finding the drive to get myself out of bed and doing even things I love to do.

*Note I will not be doing anything in the video above before someone asks.*

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