Life & Feelings

Loose & Gain

*Courtney POV*

Well I jus came from the police station, dey made me stay overnight so I could tell dem everything dat went down...they told me dat at first I was gonna go too jail bu they changed dey minds because I was only defending somebody who was hurt...Tanaja was in ICU cuz I really hurted ha n she almost ended up dieing on the way too the hospital... Bu dey said once she get well n everything she's going too jail..dey asked me did I want too press chargers against ha bu I said nah cuz she was already gone be in jail fa 20 years because she did other stuff way back n never did da time so I jus let it go..bu I remember Mariah was gone come over... N since I didn't have my car I jus called ha *otp* yeah...police station.. I'll tell you in da car...yeah I'm good ma..jus come pick me up...ion knoe, dey got my car..I'll buy another, its koo...alright... Mhm I'll be outside waiting... Okay, bye. *off the phone* I just waited outside fa ha too pull up...

*London POV*

I woke up on a bed..idk how I got here...I'm so lost rn...I looked around n notice dat I was at Courtney house... I got up slowly bu I was still in pain, I called Courtney name bu didn't sound like she was here..then I heard the front door opened so I started walking down the stairs "Hey ba-" I stopped dead in the middle of the living room noticing Courtney was not alone..."oh, hey Lele..I see u up" she said closing the door behind ha "yeah...bu um who is this?" I asked looking at the girl "dis is Mariah...mariah this is London" she said stepping out of the way "hi London" she said reaching ha hand out "mm..hello" I said slightly mugging her "um Courtney can we talk outside?" I asked putting a fake smile on my face "yeah...I'll be back Mariah" she said to da girl...we walked outside n I jus looked at ha "are u serious?" I asked ha straight up "I already knoe what u thinking... Nd imma be straight up wid u..look I got feelings fa ha...yeah I still love you a lot...bu we don't even stay together nomo...nd my girls told me dat u already talkin too other ppl...n u can't say u wasn't because dey sent me videos n pics n screenshots... So when I seen dem I jus said too myself...well damn I'm ova here tellin females dat I'm still in love wid my first love bu she over here talkin too other ppl" she said looking at me in my eyes...honestly I didn't knoe what too say because everything she said was true...yeah I've been talking too other ppl..bu ion wanna loose courtney so I jus kept ha around "so u ain't gone say nun back?" She asked still looking at me "no...ill just leave u alone" I said feeling down....

*Courtney POV*

"We aint gotta stop talking bu I jus think we should move on because u did" I said turning my head so she wouldn't see my eyes getting teary...honestly it was hard for me too say dat bu I jus didn't want too be apart from me n I knew she was never gone come back nd live with me because ha aunt called while I was at the police station...n she asked me what happened... I told ha everything so she got mad n said das why ion trust u n shit like dat...n before we hung up she said"u will never see London or the girls again... N I'll be dere tonight too pick ha up" n hung up in my face....so I jus knew she really meant dat..."well imma go inside n lay down" she said turning around "wait come here" I said pulling ha by ha arm "what" she said wid rolling tears down ha face "don't cry...I still love you..n I promise it will never change...can't nobody ever replace the love I have for you...I told u dat ur the only one who has my heart" I said crying a lil n kissing ha lips then I pulled ha into a hug "I love you" she said crying "mane I love you too" I said holding ha tight...then a red car pulled up n it was ha aunt..I jus pulled away n looked at ha...she stared back into my eyes then softly kissed my lips *Honk honk* "come on we ain't got all day" ha aunt said yelling out the window "I'll miss you she said" hugging me "yeah imma miss you too" I said hugging back...then she let go of me n got into the car n ha aunt backed up n sped off while flicking me off...I jus slowly walked in the house n up too my room...I forgot Mariah was here still bu I didn't really care rn...I just wanted too lay down n think....

No words😔....kinda sad bu at least they doing was best fa them😩....keep reading💋💕