Life & Feelings

Talking it out

*Mariah in mm*

*lulani POV*

I woke up Layin on court chest...lastnight was so crazy...like we got high n stuff n I thought we was gone fuck bu the moment I was half naked she stopped n said "I'm sorry ma...bu I jus can't do this" & its so crazy cuz she really did mean it...so the rest of the we cuddle n talked...bu I knew she couldn't fuck me because she was thinking about london...I could tell every time I looked in her eyes...bu its okay I'm not tripping..

*Courtney POV*

Mane ion knoe...lastnight I felt like I was gone fuck lulani bu something in me jus couldnt...the whole time London was on my mind...I'm starting too feel bad about lastnight bu then again I dont...honestly I jus wanna get up n go home...I'm not even hungry.. "Goodmorning Lani" "Goodmorning court" she said looking up at me "well about last-" "its koo I'm not tripping...let's jus be friends" she said cutting me off n getting off my chest "ight well...ig ..I'll jus um...yeah go home" I said feeling awkward asf... I got up put my clothes on n left out the house...

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I was sitting on the couch watching tv n eating pop tarts...then I heard keys jiggling around nd I guessed it was london ...she walked in the house n went straight too the kitchen without saying anything.. Mane Ik she not doing dis, smh..."well Goodmorning" I said turning around looking at ha "....Goodmorning" she said then walked out the kitchen n into the bedroom ugghh lawd give me strength, I got up n went upstairs too the master bedroom where she was..."u can't talk too nobody?" I said while sitting on the edge of the bed "thought you said enough lastnight... N at dat didn't even come home" she said wid an attitude "what u got an attitude fa?? If anything I'm the one dat suppose too be hurt" I said looking at ha "excuse me?...um actually I am, because I'm the one going thru my mom death n having too leave the love of my life house" she said while packing "you knoe what...I apologize💯...I wasn't tryna blow up like dat its jus when I heard u say dat I started feeling all types of emotions... N ion wanna argue...its jus u knoe I'm in love with you nd ion want u going no where" I said in all honesty "n I apologize for having a attitude" she said while getting teary eyed "come here baby" I said holding my arms out...she walked ova too me n started too cry in my neck, I jus held ha tight "its okay baby...I love you soo much london" I said feeling ha cry harder "love- you- too" she said crying...mane I swear dis my mf baby...ion knoe where I would be without ha...she made me change my ways, I swear dis the only gurl dat got my heart😩, we might fight,argue,say rude shit too each other bu Ik at the end of the day imma be right back wid ha...she's something I can't loose...I'll go crazy or die without ha in my life😩💙...."alright I'm done crying" she said wiping ha face n looking at me "gummie kiss" I said looking at ha, she bent down n kissed me deeply bu passionately...boi I swear every time we kiss it felt sync ass hell..like fireworks n shit 😂lol...bu yeah das always gone be my Wife..

*Dee POV*

I had came back home around 6am in the morning bu I didn't sleep in the bed wid ha...I felt sick too my stomach thinking about it every time..."I see you came home" she said walking around the conrner "mm yeah...bu look can we talk" I said sitting up "yeah , I was gone ask the same' she said sitting beside me "well imma go first... I can't tell you how sorry I am baby...I should've had cheated on you wid my cousin...can u forgive me?" She said sounding really bad "yeah baby I forgive you, bu can you forgive me?" I said looking at ha? "Why?" She said looking confused "well I ate shay pussy yesterday" I said looking at ha...to see what she gone do or say...bu she gave me a death stare n said "it betta not happen it again bu I forgive u love" then she grabbed my face n kissed me...bu the kissed turned into something else soo uk how dat ended😏💦...

Short chapter...bu good everybody is back on good terms😊...keep reading💋💕