Life & Feelings

Dis bitch??

*Tanaja in mm*

*Tanaja POV*

Hahaha... Jus cuz we broke up don't mean I'm gone...bitchh I'm still popin...watch me blow up on y'all hoes... Cuz imma get ha..watch me...ain't nobody gone stand in my way😋...

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Yup dat was me, I said dat..bu anyways its time too start lurking n get on my mission...

*Courtney pov*

Its been 3 days dat London has been gone n each day I'm missing ha like crazy...I haven't been out the house since she left, its like a piece of me is gone,ion have a reason too roll ova n jus get up cuz shes not dere when I roll over...everybody been blowing my phone up bu I jus put it on do not disturb... My house feel so empty I been getting lighter each day, my hair growing longer...haven't really combed it out,haven't cut my nails...ugggh I jus want ha back in my arms..

*Deavion POV*

Twin haven't been answering my calls lately or my texts...Ik London left bu I didn't think she was gone take it dis hard...I guess imma have too pop up over dere..grabs keys off the dresser n walks down the hallway n out the door, gets in car starts it up and drives off too courts house..

*Dee POV*

Mane ion knoe what's going on wid Courtney she haven't answered nun of my texts...I been asking ha do she wanna go too da club bu she haven't replied back n its been 3 days..she taking dis London stuff real hard...imma jus go check up on ha n make sure she good.."babe I'll be back, I gotta go check up on yo lil homie" I said grabbing my keys "alright baby,let me knoe what go down" she said giving me a kiss n with dat I walked out the house.. Got in my car n drove too courts house "mane hope she good"...

*London POV*

Welp I'm back at my mom house & its so depressing here...Ik we didn't have a good relationship bu I still loved ha😔...she use too always hit me,call me out my name,tell me too go die,or go drink bleach...bu no matter what I loved ha...a part of me feel like I'm the reason she died bu then again Ik its not my fault..*let's tears drop* bu imma stop thinking about it before I get stressed ...I'm missing courtney a lot..ever since I got here its been hard for me too sleep, I toss n turn all night...I tried letting one of the girls sleep in the bed wid me bu its not the same...I'm missing ha so much dat sumtimes I would see ha Layin on the bed jus staring at me bu as soon as I go n lay on her she disappears n its jus a pillow😩...Ik y'all like "why not jus call ha?"..well ion have service down here gotta buy another phone..Ik y'all sayin "well get ya ass up n go buy another damn phone nd call yo baby" lol Welp ever since I been down here I've been busy asf nd haven't had time too do anything bu plan my mom furneral...when I get da chance imma buy a phone nd call ha...cuz I really really miss ha too death rn😭...

*Courtney POV*

🎶When it hurts will you still be here..same two lovers all over each,when it hurts will we still see why we got together, promise dat we will never be.. temporary, ordinary, we should change ppl definition of love, so forget what you heard,the only way that dis will work is if you gotta love me when it hurts🎶
I sang along too the song by Avant...I been listening too dis song since london left...its been on repeat...im jus getting out the shower, I heard a knock at my door so I wrapped the towel around my waist n slipped my sports bra on n headed downstairs bu I heard two ppl talkin so it had too be someone Ik "who is it?" I asked putting my ear too da door "damn nigga move,why tf u here anyways dis my twin" I heard deavion say...bu who she talkin too "mane stfu, she my stud bro" drea said still knocking, mane dese niggas was so loud dat dey didn't knoe I asked who is it..I opened the door nd dey stopped arguing n slapped me "Wtf?" I said looking at dem crazy "you had mfs stressing cuz u not picking up the phone" dey said at da same time while walking in I didn't say nun I jus closed n locked da door cuz I knew dey was right I should've at least texted dem..."mane why all da lights off?" drea said cutting lights on "n Wtf is going on wid yo hair?" Deavion asked touching it "right court ur hair is getting down too ur butt, like its all curly n wavy...need too do sum wid it" drea said picking stuff up..I jus sat on da couch listening too dem talk about me being depressed "twin Wth...I understand she not here bu ion never seen yo house so messy or seen u so down..like u have OCD (cleaning disorder) n dis dirty house ain't bothering u??" Deavion said cleaning up "bro u acting like she dead, she's not, she jus left bu uk dat girl love da shit out of you n she would hate too see u like dis" drea said picking up empty cans n food plates up "uggh come on court, like we never seen u like dis...n its hurting us...do u even knoe what today is?" Drea asked looking at me "ummm" I said tryna think of what day it is "see" drea said shaking ha head "man its Sunday" she said still shaking her head " okay and" I said looking at ha "nigga and?? Bro every Sunday u go n see yo mom (momma T) like come on na...u need too stop" she said shocked n a lil mad "bu I jus feel-" "fuck what u feelin get yo ass up, put on sum fucking clothes n get out this damn house or imma beat yo mf ass" deavion said cutting me off n jacking me up by my sports bra like my mom use too do me when I got in trouble "okay...let go of me" I said looking at ha feeling a lil scared...I never seen ha jus get mad like she jus did "ugh...now by time u done the house will be clean& while u getting dress cut yo damn nails cuz u gone end up scratching somebody pussy wid dem nails " she said laughin "mane lol ightt" I said laughin "n do sum wid yo hair" drea said "alrightt" I said walking up the stairs too my bedroom... I'm really glade dey came n slapped sum since in too me lol...bu let me get ready..