~Quentin~
2 Months Later….
It’s been months since I talked to Trina. I mean I have seen her a few times to pick up my kids, but now I don’t see her at all since her mother is bring them to me. I feel so fucking stupid for what I did. I haven’t talked to Skylar, nor Vanessa. Harland barley even speak to me, its awkward. We feel off hard and it’s all my fault. A few days ago I got a packet in the mail from my lawyer, I had a feeling that it was what I thought but I didn’t want it to be. Trina was filing for a divorce. This is what I wanted at first but now that I realized I loved my wife, and I didn’t want a divorce. I have to fix this and quick.
I had picked up the kids from home as usually, Trina mother gave me their bags and stuff. When her mother its heard about what happened, her mother looked like she wanted to kill me, but today she looked hurt about something. Even though me and Trina wasn’t on speaking terms doesn’t mean I still didn’t care about her or her mother.
“Is everything okay ma?” I asked. I always called her ma, she was like a second mom to me when my mom was on drugs, but she been clean for 6 years now. Me and Trina started dating when we was in middle school and when my mom would be on that stuff, Trina mom would let me stay with her.
“I’m fine honey” she said
“Look, I know what I did was messed up but I still love your daughter, my kids and you and nothing is gone change that. I’m gone do wateva to save my marriage” I said
“I know son, I know. It just takes time and progress to show her how much you want her back. She’s not happy at all, she been moping around here every day and I just hate seeing my baby like this” she cried. I hugged her, I didn’t know what Trina was going through, and it broke my heart to hear that she was feeling that way.
‘I’m sorry ma, I’m gone fix it” I said and she nodded
“You know I always love you son-in law” she said and I smiled. That felt good hearing it from her even though I messed things up with her daughter.
“So what should I do ma?” I asked. She could give me so good advice on how to handle this.
“She needs time to heal” she said and I put my head down, that’s not what I really wanted to hear. “You know her birthday is coming up this weekend, maybe you can surprise her” she said and I nodded, that was perfect.
“Thanks ma” I said she nodded and closed the door. I put the kids in their car seat and drove off. No matter how hard this is gone be, I’m gone fix this.
No divorce for me.
~Vanessa~
I’m hungry as fuck. That’s all that’s on my mind right now. I went to the kitchen and in the fridge and anit no damn food in this house. What the fuck is the food an? Niggas eating my shit, and don’t even say nothing. Yall don’t understand how hungry I am right at this moment. I don’t want to go out and spend no money on no food they anit gone hit it right. I know yall want to know about me and Skylar and shit but I’m not telling till somebody give a nigga some food. I grabbed my phone, wallet and keys and headed out the door. I’m find some damn food. I haven’t heard from Trina in a while so I might as well go and see what she on, plus I already knowing she cooked, and I haven’t seen my babies in forever. I decided to pick up Isabella from Quetta, Quetta got her own apartment now and it’s closer to Isabella school, since Quetta don’t have a car. Anyway after I picked up Bella, I headed to Trina’s, pulling into the drive way, I seen her mama car in the drive way. I knocked and Trina mom Mrs. Smith came to the door.
