Chapter 2

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Chapter 2

Zoe's pov

"Wh-aa-at do you want Ha-r-ry?

"For you to head back to America but that's not gonna happen so this will do." He replied with his famous evil smirk punching me straight into my stomach. Making me double over in pain.

Holding my stomach where he previously punched me he pulled my head up by my hair which Hurt a lot may I tell you, and he pushed me against the wall. His body was so close to mine I could feel his warm breath on my four head. Yes I'm a lot smaller that harry, his height scares me sometimes the way he towers towers me.

I hope he can't hear my heartbeat because its going pretty fast. "Look at me slut" he hissed at me but I just whimpered which lead to him pulling my head up again but harder.

"Harry please it hurts" I cried back I was full on sobbing now. Why does he do this? There is no reason and if there is I would like to know it because I'm sick and tired of him now.

"Look at me you weak piece of shit!" This time I looked up at him. "Good now after school you're gonna meet me and the boys. Well Liam won't be there because he is busy. But the rest of us will be there, meet us at the back of the school where you normally do. Got it?"

"Y-ea-ah" I whispered. Oh god I really really don't want to deal with Louis Zayn Niall and Harry, thank god Liam isn't there he is the strongest he normally just holds me back while Harry does his part.

"Good. " He started to walk away. Thank god! But then he turned around. Great just great. Do you want to bruise my rib cadge even more? "Oh and Zoe don't be late you know I don't like it when you're late." And with that he was gone.

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I entered my first period class which was Spanish. Yes harry was in this class so was Niall, I actually hate them both so much. They cause me pain so much pain and in sick of it. I've actually turned to self harm. It helps a lot whenever I am having one of my bad days I would cut my wrist. Every cut would replace a horrible name a hitting or a horrible stare I got In that day. I can remember my first time doing it I wasn't to sure what I was doing but I remember reading a post in Tumblr saying that it helps her get rid of her worries and takes away the pain.

---FLASHBACK---

"Bye sweetie we will be back around midnight if we're not just give us a call" my dad says kissing my cheek leaving the house with my mum. They were going on a date which I found cute. I hope when in there age ill be going out with my husband on dates. Anyway tonight it's happening. I'm going to self harm I know what you're thinking "ugh why are you cutting there's so need" but I have my reasons and I have thought about this for about a week now and I want to do it.

I went up stairs and into the bathroom turned on the shower and peeled off my clothes and stepped in. Was I ready for this? Was this a good Idea? Will it hurt? What if someone finds out? Oh god what if I cut too deep? Shut up Zoe don't be a coward. From that I got a blade from my razor took a deep breath and made my first cut.

"That's for calling me a slut Harry. I'm not a slut at all for god sake!" It Hurt but in a good way you know? It replaced the pain from the harsh words the boys were calling me earlier.

"And that's for the bruises you have caused me boys." This time I did two cuts letting the blade slide across my now open skin the blood oozing out.

---END OF FLASHBACK---

I took a seat in Spanish the only empty one lest and it had no one next to me. You wanna know why? It's because I have no friends. Not one! Ever since I started getting bullied the boys told everyone to stay away from me or they would get bullied also. I did have a few friends when I first started this school but they all decided they'd rather leave me than get bullied. Which I understand why. I guess.

Half way through Spanish I was copying off the bored what the teacher was writing when a piece of paper hit the back of my neck. Ugh I can't be bothered with this. I picked it up off the floor and opened it up to read.

"You look really fat today Zoe I think you should lay off those snacks for a bit?! You can see the fat coming off the seat for got sake!" -Niall :)

Really!? That's another thing my weight. When I lived in America I could go to the beach with my friends and wear a bikini and feel very comfortable. But now I feel fat I would never be seen in a bikini or a crop top even If I did those idiots would make sure to comment on how fat I look. My parents say I've lost quite a bit of weight since we moved here but I don't believe them. I should but i don't.

A tear rolls down my check and onto the paper. I turn around to see people laughing and blowing their checks out to make them look fatter I need out if this class. And fast before I cry even more. I actually hate me life!

"Mr Clark can I use the bathroom?" I ask my Spanish teacher.

"Yes but be quick".

"Thank you sir". I replied pulling my chair out and speed walking out the classroom and down the stairs to the toilet. I walk in and stare into the mirror. I look different I used to walk around school wearing a smile I used to have nice bright clothes on and clothes where you could see skin. I used to walk with confidence saying "hello" to people by their lockers. Now I have dark bags under my eyes, I walk around the place with my head down. I don't wear clothes where you can see my arms. It's not fair I was always a nice person so it's not karma being a bitch to me.

I went to church every Sunday but then the bullying happened so I stopped attending. I would always say hello to Mrs Walker, the wido who used to live across from my old house. She was a lovely lady. Always baking.


After I finished crying and dried my tears away I walked back to Spanish but when I walked back in the bell rang signalling that's the end of 1st period and the start of 2nd. I just took my bag and walked out the classroom. I was in the corridor when I get tripped, I fall to the floor with a thud and the hall way of people bursts into fits of laughter. I look up and see Zayn and Louis.

"Watch where you're going dork!" That was Zayn an with that they walked away along with everyone else.

This is gonna be a long day!

Finally the last period bell rang the end of the day is here. The day went by slowly I got pushed and shoved around I spent my lunch in the toilets. I took one bite out of my sandwich and remembered the note so I put it in the bin with the rest of my lunch. I just have to do one more thing before I can go home and watch the new episode of pretty little liars which I missed last week.

I have to see them! My bullies. Louis. Zayn. Niall. Not Liam cause he's "busy" and the worst of them all.

Harry.

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A/N: Hiyaa I hope this chapter is longer for you hahaha. If its still boring I'm sorry I just wanna get to the exciting part too! Okay if you have any ideas for the book make sure to comment them. And if I use them I will give you a shout out. I think thats all.

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