**WARNING THIS IS A SHORT CHAPTER! SORRY**
A/N: Listen to unbreakable by faydee while reason this.
Chapter 11Zoe's pov.
This is it. All those days of being clean, me fighting through this is all going to waste. I'm a wreck.No one cares for me no one likes me. Even my mum and dad wouldn't care if I ran away. Well maybe they would care by not enough.
I need to do this! it will make all the pain go away.
I rolled my sleeve revealing my old scars. There's a meaning to all of these, everyone and many because of the boy I thought was different, wasn't I wrong. Oh so wrong.
I quickly wiped away my tears rolling down my face tasting the wet salty substance and brought the razor blade to my wrist.
Your not worth It Zoe, I thought to myself making the first cut.
That feeling I've craved for oh so many days now is finally here. It's helping it I need more.
Your a dirty slut. Again another cut.
Your fat.
Ugly.
Disgusting.
Whore.
Mink.
After so many more names and so many more cuts it got to the stage where I couldn't stop."I need to stop. I need to stop. I need to stop. " Every time I said that I just kept cutting.
"You're better off dead!"
That's when it went to deep.
Why is there so much blood? there's never been so much blood. The pain was unbearable.
That's when everything went black. I dropped the blade from the hands. And the last words coming out my mouth I never expected.
"Harry help me"
Harrys pov.Right now I have a free period so I decided to hit the gym at the p.e department at school.
I was punching a punching bag taking out all my anger and guilt on it.
"So stupid"
"What has she done wrong?"
"I thought you were changing"
Every punch came with another reason to hate my self.
That's when I got pulled up against the wall.
"What the heck man!" I screamed at Marcel.
"You're a twat! I thought you changed! what happened?"
"That's why I did it now get off of me!" I said removing his hands from my shirt.
"What so you mean 'that's why I did it' did what?"
"They thought I was changing! I'm not I'm Harry the same Harry as I was two weeks ago now get away and leave me alone"
"You know my brother wasn't like this! he didn't care what others thought of him. He was always a gentle man to everyone. I remember you always holding doors for the elders. All grans friends loved you. I remember you picking flowers and giving them to the ladies at church when you were about 8. Now look at you beating girls. it that what you've turned into? cause if it is then I don't know you anymore. I want my old brother back. I want Harry back."
He's right I don't care what people think of me. Yeah I've grown up but don't have to act like a twat.
"Yeah you're right. I'm sorry man"
"Sorry? you shouldn't be saying sorry to me they're is a girl who I thought you liked is in tears cause of you so I think I know who you Should be apologising to"
"C'mon then"
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We've been looking for Zoe for a good 10 minuets now an can't find her anywhere."Where else could she be Marcel?"
"I don't know we've checked everywhere I know she goes"
There's only one other place I know of that she will go to. No this isn't happening not today.
"Home"
"What? Harry what are you on about?"
"I know where she is!"
"Where"
"She's at her house we need to get her before it to late!"
"Let's go then."
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