My Bully Harry Styles (Harry Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Zoe's pov.


So this is it. I'm going to die. Tell my mum and dad I love them. Slap Harry across the face for me then you can kic-

I was interrupted by that idiot speaking! "Are you coming in or not?"

"I'd rather not to be honest. "


"Tough get in!" sheesh someone's in a bad mood.

I followed him into his house watching his back muscles move to the way he walked (A/N: maybe its the way she walked. Sorry I had to). Oh shit why am I checking him out? Yes he's gorgeous but he's a twat. And he makes my life a living hell he doesn't deserve to be checked out by me. Note to self never check out Harry or any of the other boys. Again my thoughts were interrupted.

"What?" I asked. I was to busy thinking about him... that sounds odd. Don't say that again Zoe.

"I was asking if you wanted a drink and something to eat?"

"Phah you must be joking? I'm okay thanks I don't want to be poisoned and die yet." I sassed to him. Oh god what's got into me today, he's going to flip.

"What are you on about? if I poisoned you who would tutor me huh?" well that is a good point but it just sounds like something he'd do. He continued "so I have apple juice which is the best or there's orange? And ill bring us up some crips (A/N: American readers that's chips.. I think) and ill see what chocolate we have. My room is up the stairs and the last on on your right."

Wow so he's giving me food now. Normally he just shoves food at my face or my hoodie not giving me it to eat. Meh I'm hungry so ill take that offer. "Ill ha-avve t-he app-ple juice th-anks" I whispered. Damn why am I stuttering he's only giving me food.

"Okay well I'll see you up there in a minuet"

"Yeah". Oh great where is it again? Oh yeah up the stairs and last one on your right. Why does this house have to be so big?

I was walking up the stairs just staring at everything I pass once up them I saw lots of doors. Shit. Okay it's the last one on your right.

Once I got there I dreaded opening the door. What if he has my face on a dart board or something? don't be stupid. I opened the door I this Harrys room it's so clean. But it's a teenagers room.

His room had a massive double bed with blue sheets. He had a big wardrobe and a a big leather chair with a plasma screen TV in front of it on the wall. With an Xbox and controller on the floor. Yep this is Harrys room. He had shelves on the walls one was books on one had CDs on and one had DVDs and Xbox games. He also had a guitar leaning next to his window. Beside his bed he had a dresser with a lamp some hair products some after shave and two notebooks. What are they. One had songs writing one the front while the other had random stuff on it it was brown and looked old (A/N: the brown one is his journal if you hadn't guessed that already). I opened the songs one i don't know if I should buy I did.

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING". Harry shouted pinning me against the wall. This hurts. His song book must mean a lot to him.

"I-I-I ne-ver"

"Never what? c'mon say it!" He had venom in his voice. I was scared. Oh god here come the water works.

"I'm sorry I didn't know I was just looking around I didn't read anything I swear. I'm sorry." I was whispering by the time I had finished. Why am I so weak. My now watery eyes were looking up at Harry. He still looked mad but he let go.

"If I ever and I mean ever see you looking through my journal or song writing books again I won't stop myself from hurting you got it?" oh so it's a journal.

"Yeah I'm sorry. Now can we start on this history thing I want to get it over an done with. "

"Yeah I got the food and stuff there on the bed c'mon. "

So I sat down on the bed I took a drink of my apple juice which was amazing! but then I went to take another drink I spilt it all over Harrys top. No! shoot this is not good.

"Oh my gosh Harry I am so sorry I promise I don't mean that. Here me me help you." I was rubbing his top with my sleeve. Wow he works out. Stop it Zoe your not aloud to think about things like that about Harry. He was just smirking at me. What's so funny? why isn't he hurting me or shouting.

"Are you enjoying your self there?"

"What what no? I was just helping you." Damn my checks are heating up.

"Ha you're blushing its fine ill just get another t shirt on." With that he stood up and went to his wardrobe and took out a plain black top an took off his old one. Oh god look at him? is he even human? stop Zoe stop it. Look at all his tattoos I knew he had some but i never knew he had quite so many. He had a beautiful butterfly on his stomach and two birds on either side of his chest. He had so many I was jus staring.

"Zoe I know I have a nice body but you're actually drooling."

"I am not!" I was now finding the shelf full of books more interesting.

"Is this the first boy room you've been in?" he now had his clean top on.

"Harry I had friends in America I haven't always been bullied. I had loads of friends I had a boyfriend. So no this isn't the first boys room I've been in."

"Hmm okay now lets start before you have to leave".


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Harrys pov

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We spent at least two hours going over World War One and I got bored so I got some more snacks and we have just been talking.

I know this is going I sound weird but she actually is really easy to talk to. We've just been talking about America and how she misses it there. I kinda feel sorry for her. Kinda. I still hate her guts. But she had it all in America.

Don't get me wrong I don't just bully her for no reason I have my reasons.

Before she moved here I had a girlfriend called Sarah. She was my everything. When I was having a bad day at school and the boys couldn't make me feels any better she was alway there. And when my parents got divorced I was a wreck but Sarah was there to make everything better. She was my first love.

I gave her everything. I thought she was the one I wanted a family with her you know? I wasn't bad to her or anything. I never laid a finger on her never. Yeah I lost my temper with her on occasions but i never laid a finger on her. But then everything changed.

Mark and his stupid gang came along. Sarah ended up cheating on me with him. I found out by Louis he told me that his little sister Lottie went to the same school as Mark and saw them together. After that I beat up Mark and Sarah being Sarah left with him.

I don't know where they went to. And to be honest I don't care. I hate them both now I hope they die in a car crash. Well I don't really I just hate them both so much. I don't even know where Marks gang is. I think they went with him.

Zoe is just like Sarah. Not in the way they look because Sarah had blonde hair and green eyes. And Zoe has brown hair and has it dip died blonde and blue eyes. But they have similar personalities. When I look at Zoe I just see Sarah and I lose it. I can't help it but I do.

I told the boys about this and I just started bullying her and the boys said they'd be by my side. They don't do as much as I do but they do push her about. I'm sure they feel sorry for her so do i Sometimes. Sometimes. It's just something inside me telling me to hurt her. I hate hurting her I hate seeing her cry I actually hurts. I wish I never started all of this but she just reminds me of Sarah and I hate it. Maybe one day ill explain just not now.

If my mum found out she would hate me. When I lived with her she brought me up to be a kind young man who treats women right. But I moved in with my dad and he never sees me and my live just changed and I changed.

Right now she is laughing at a baby photo of me. Ugh how embarrassing I'm trying to get it of of her right now but she won't hand it back. She actually is smiling and laughing its a nice sight. I call her ugly and fat all the time but she is beautiful ill give you that and she is tiny I think she eats less than he used to cause she was never this small when I first met her. I must ask her one day.

"Zoe give us back it's horrible".

"No it's cute- I I mean it-"

"Oh so you think i'm cute now?"

"When you were a baby yes"

"Ha ha now hand it over." I put my hand out so she can place the photo in it.

She now had the photo above her head.

"Like I can't reach that. I think you'll find I'm bigger than you"

I went to get it and she tried to make her arm longer and her jumper sleeve went up slightly.

Oh god. No. No. Why her. This is my fault.

She self harms and it's all my fault. Damn it Harry you've pushed it this time. Why her though. I never knew she hate herself that much. When I hurt her feelings it seems like she just brushes it off.

Worry flashes through her eyes and she hand me the photo an pulls down her sleeve.

"Zoe. What. Is. That? Pull. Down. Your. Sleeve. "

And with that she did she seemed scared slightly. There where cuts all the way up her arms.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.


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A/N: HEY GUYS I feel like no one is reading this lol. Ill jeep on writing though. Can you please comment what you thought of it? That would mean alot. Ilyasm

Harrys pov everyone!! Now you know why he bullies her. I hope you liked it. I still have something big or you all I don't know when I'll add it in though.

Okay so everyone read "carry on" by Twerkinghxrry. It's so good. She is a friend of mine and she is getting so much feed back on it already and she only just stated it. Please read it. Thanks you!

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