My Bully Harry Styles (Harry Fanfiction)

Chapter 6

Chapter 6



Zoe's pov



When we got in Harrys car it was silent. Only thing you could hear was the nose of the cars passing by, to be honest it was pretty awkward.

I don't feel as intimidated when I'm with Harry, like after today we've had a civil conversation. I even laughed with him. Shocking I know. He still scares me though I still feel like he's going to hit me any second.

Right now he's just focusing on the road. I can't believe he's a twin like seriously Harry has another half. Of I was told his last week I would've ran a mile but Marcel seems like a lovely boy. I need to ask Harry about him.

"So you're a twin" I start off looking over at him. He glances at me at replies.

"Yeah but hardly anyone knows just Louis Zayn Liam and Niall and my family of corse. So if you tell anyone you know what will happen!" he was pure serious looking me straight in the eye.

I'm scared again.

"I-I won't I promise"





Harrys pov


Great. You scared her. I've decided I'm going to stop hitting her she doesn't need it with all the cutting and the rest of the drama going on in her life she just doesn't need it.

I think I've just realised she isn't Sarah and will never be. I'm not saying I will start being best friends with her. Hell no. I'm just not going to hurt her.

I feel horrible that I'm the main cause she self harms when she told me I actually broke down it was heartbreaking. That's when I decided enough is enough.

I also think I will help her stop self harming! of she continues she could end up dead all we know.

Why is she so small? I really want to know I'm going to find out and tonight would be good If I can.

"I'm sorry" I say

"W-what?"

"Look I didn't mean to sound so harsh on you earlier" I give her a weak smile which she gladly returns.

"Why you being so nice to me all of a sudden?"

"Lets just say you don't deserve it"

"So there is a reason you bully me?" well she's getting curious isn't she.

"Yes" I sigh

"Can I find out that reason?"

"No!"

"Okay" she whispers.






Zoe's pov.


Today has been crazy. Harry even admitted I don't deserve to be hurt. Never in a million years would I of thought he would say anything like that. Maybe tomorrow I can go into school without getting harassed. That would be spectacular.

"This one" I say pointing to my house.

"Okay I'll walk you to your door" he said undoing his seatbelt.

"Thank you for the ride harry"

"No problem. Thank you for the tutoring" he said will smirking.

"That's alright" I said giggling.

We kind of stood there in silence for a bit until he spoke up.

"Won't your parents be worried you aren't home?"

"Nah they're not in, they're away for a while something todo with their jobs."

"Wait so you're home alone tonight?"

"Yeah?"

"Ohh can I maybe come in for a bit. I mean it's fine I just don like being in the house a lot with my brother and mum there to much." He asked while rubbing his neck with his massive hands.

Should I let him in? I don't know he's been okay with me today but I still don't trust him completely it's just it will just be us to. I know it was like that earlier but we were studying most of the time and now we will just be... Actually I don't know what we'll be doing.

And why doesn't he like being the presents of his mum and brother? I properly should just let him in I hate being alone at night anyway.

"Sure c'mon in" I said opening the foot for him to enter.


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We have been in my room for an hour now just chatting and stuff like we were earlier and I'm dying to know about Marcel. I'm going to ask him.

"How come no one knows about Marcel apart from the boys?".

"I don't want to talk about that Zoe."

"Okay" I whispered.

He was looking at me thinking about something what though?

"Ill make a deal with you?" he asked. What type of deal though?

"Em go on..."

"Okay so today I found out you cut and you haven't asked me anything so if you tell me why you are so skinny you can ask me two questions. You better think hard about these questions cause I don't do this sort of thing. " Well I never expected that.

What do I ask him? ummm ill ask him about Marcel for sure and maybe why he bullies me but I don't want to push it.

Do I want to tell him about why I'm so skinny? Well I do have really want to know about why he bullies and and Marcel.

"Zoe?"

"What? uh oh sorry I was thinking about the questions" I reply still in my own little world.

"Haha. So is that you saying yes you will tell me?"

"I guess"

"Okay me first" Harry says.

"So Zoe why are you so small, because when you first moved here you had more fat on ya?" he sounds curious but serious at the same time.

Okay here goes my other secret. If he tells anyone I will kill him and I mean that!

"I I ugh Harry this is hard to say but when I moved here and you started bulling me calling me fat at first I ignored it. In America no one called me fat so I never thought I was so when you started calling me it I didn't believe you. But day after day you and the other boys kept on calling me fat and other Nasty things and I started to believe you." I looked over at him he was upset. For the second time tonight. "I would go home lift up my shirt and feel my stomach pulling at my fat. I thought it was normal to have that little but of fat on you but it seems like it's not. I would stare at the girls at school looking and their tiny waist and thigh gaps wishing I had that. I would wait till everyone In the charging rooms had gone for P.E so I can get dressed that's when it all started. I went home and mum made a lovely roast chicken I just thought of all the calories in it and made up a lie saying I wasn't feeling well. I would get up in the Morning telling mum and dad I've already had breakfast but I've actually just put a clean bowl in the dishwasher. I wouldn't eat lunch I would just stare at it thinking if I don't eat it I will become skinny like the other girls. But soon mum and dad noticed I wasn't eating that much and told me to sit down and have tea. I was Actually getting sick from not eating so once I eat it I went straight into the bathroom and was sick because my body wasn't used to it. Then I had and idea. If I ate my food I could force it back up and not have the hunger feeling in my stomach. So I've been doing that most days. Sometimes I will eat I'm getting better now. Ill actually have most of my lunch now. Mum and dad have noticed my size and have commented on hit but I just tell them I've been on a special diet and working out lately." I finish looking over at crying Harry. Twice in one day.

"I'm a freaking mess Zoe I don't deserve to be here" he said.

"What of corse you so don't say that Harry"

"How can you sit there being nice to me when all I've done is be a monster to you. I'm wrong in the head." He was now full on crying. I need to do something before it gets any worse.

I went over to him sat on his lap and put one hands around his neck and another in his hair patting him to try and cool him down.

"Shh Harry it's okay. I'm getting healthier I'm eating most of my food now and I hardly ever make myself sick now. "

"Zoe you're so small I'm going to help you. I promise i will make you healthy again" he said wrapping his arms around my tiny back.

Today has got to be the most dramatic day of my life. Tutoring my bully. Telling him about be self harming. Him crying. Finding out one of his secrets. His finding out about my size. And him crying again. And it's not over yet. I have 2 questions I still have to ask.

"Harry why do you bully me? that's my first question?" I said looking him in the eye.


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A/N: hey guys. Update. My tea is nearly ready. And I have no idea why I told you that.

OMG who's herd midnight memories? my favourite song has to be strong and little white lies. Ugh they're just perfect.

What's you favourite song from that album? if you've herd it.

1dday is soon! whoop whoop. What are you all doing for it? I'm staying over at my friends house and watching it. Funnn!

Hope you like this chapter. If anyone is writing a book please tell me I wanna read it haha.

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-Britney xox