it's been two months since I got rid of them.
I don't feel good, but I don't feel bad either.
I don't get taunted or teased anymore
no one judges me for having a son
I get have my own relationships
I can focus on work and be with friends.
I should be happy.
but I'm not.
I miss holding a child.
or perhaps I miss having someone who looks at me with pride in their eyes.
I feel like I abandoned you.
and all you both never did was look at me like you appreciated me and admired everything I did.
was I wrong for wanting my own life?
or was I wrong for walking away from two people who needed me in theirs?
I feel empty and I don't know what I need to fill myself again.
YOU ARE READING
virgin mom| myg
Fanfiction"stop talking to my mommy or my dad's gonna get you." credit @trashjar #1 in fanfiction august 15, 2016 - august 28, 2016 [same day as agust d debut!]