Hold On Till May (a Fuenciado fanfic)

The sky under the sea

*Jaime's POV*

I was in the kitchen when I heard Vic talking in his sleep. I smiled, he was just so cute. I was wandering around the bus trying not to wake anybody up. I was bored so eventually I started to clean the pit we call home.

I was in the kitchen (yet again) doing all of the dishes. "God, they were such slobs" I sigh to myself, but they were my slobs. I heard someone in the bunk area begin to shout. I stood there for a minute,

"I thought no one else was up" I muttered to myself.

I quickly finished the rest of the dishes and dried off my hands. I quickly rushed to the bunk area finding no one. I pushed back Mike's curtain finding him passed out cold. I then peeped into Tony 's bunk finding him also asleep but he was cuddled up with his turtle plushie. I chuckled.

I then glanced over at my bunk where Vic was currently sleeping. I pulled back the curtain, to see him shuddering and whimpering. I was about to wake him up, but he had started talking. I leaned in closer so I could hear him, I heard

" no, no, NO!!!!! THIS ISN'T REAL!!"

my heart broke, this was the second time this week that he had, had these awful dreams. I sat by him stroking his hair trying to comfort him. He started sobbing my now broken heart had just been turned to dust.

This time he began screaming.

"NO!!!! YOU SAID FOREVER!!!!!!"

I quickly went to wake him up. he was jolted awake, his eyes clouded with emotion and confusion. He quickly realised that it was me standing over him. I saw tears rise to his eyes.

He got up and pushed me away sprinting to the bathroom. I stood there stunned. He had stopped for a second grabbing a silver object, but I couldn't be sure because the next second he was moving again. I quickly came to my senses and I ran after him, but he was faster.

He slammed the door in my face.

I stood there pounding on the door. He remained silent, but I could still hear him softly sobbing.

After awhile of this he finally shouted

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"

I stood there for a second, I gathered my self and went to grab my shoes and wallet and I walked off of the bus.

*Tony 's POV*

I woke up when I heard screaming. I was going to get up out of my bunk but through a slit in my curtain I saw a very confused looking Jaime grab his things and walk off the bus. I let him go knowing that we did that when we needed time to think. I climbed out of my bunk and went in search of painkillers for my pounding head.

I had found them after awhile and had finished getting ready. I had finished eating my cereal and walked back to the bathroom. Vic was still in there. I was just about to knock when I heard something fall. I took a step back shocked and confused.

I watched as pills came out from the bottom of the door where there was a space between it an the floor. Th pills scattering everywhere, I looked closer and saw that they were my antidepressants and Mike's sleeping pills. My eyes widened in sudden realization. I began to pound on the door hoping to get in. I heard a sickening thud. I started yelling do Mike to wake up. He was by my side in an instant. I was pushing on th door and trying to kick it in. It had finally gave. I was almost sick. The sight before me resembled that of a murder scene, blood splattered everywhere, the scattered pills making a startling contrast.

In the middle of it all, lay a bloody Vic. All you could see of him was red, next to him written in his own blood was "I'm sorry."

My body blocked Mike from seeing this horrible scene. I screamed at him "CALL 911" he looked confused but quickly obliged to my order. Grabbing the phone and dialing 911 he handed it to me.

"Hello, 911, how may I help you?" the perky voice said.

"Hello yes my friend....he, he has attempted suicide, he's still breathing but just barely." I whispered. I heard her gasp but she quickly recomposed herself

"Ok sir I need you to tell me, how did he attempt?"

"He's covered in cuts...and they're really deep. He also swallowed a bottle of antidepressants and sleeping pills."

"Okay sir I'm sending you a paramedic right now. But I need you to lay him on his side and try to get him to throw up the pills. Is there anyone else that can help you?"

"Yes his brother."

"Ok I need him to find the deepest cuts over the arteries and apply pressure, ok?"

I lifted up Vic and carried him to the living room while telling Mike to grab towels. He quickly grabbed towels from the bathroom gasping at the scene. He pulled himself together an ran over seeing Vic for the first time, h let out a dry sob. I laid Vic on his side and told Mike to start applying pressure on the deepest wound on his arteries. I stuck my fingers down Vic's throat trying to get him to throw up the pills. He gagged so I tried again, this time I was successful. He coughed some up and his eyes fluttered open for a brief second. I tried once not but it was no good so I wen to help Mike apply pressure to the wounds.

It took the ambulance five minutes to get here. I told Mike to go with Vic so I could find Jaime and beat the shit out of him.

*Authors notes*

so hey guys if you ever need to talk you can always kik me at _music_is_our_lives_ and I will be more than happy to talk to you. and also I'm so sorry for making this sad it will get better...eventually. Just gonna have to read and see. ok love you all *kisses* bye