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morning / next day

Frank's POV

it was 10 am and i was barely waking up. i had a really bad hangover and it felt like the room was spinning. i couldn't remember what happened last night and all i could think about was the passionate kiss Gerard gave me on stage; in front of thousands people. my heart starts beating faster every time i think about it. i felt like a dream come true, but it hurt that he didn't love me back..  i looked over at his bed, but he was gone. i knew that i had to think of a way to tell Gerard how i truly felt about him. ' we've been friends since high school and i loved him since.. it's about time i came out to him... but what if he hates me after?'  i was arguing with myself. i dragged myself out of bed, nervous to see Gerad's beautiful face. when i opened the door, the smell of pancakes hit me. sluggish i walked down the hall and into the kitchen where i saw ray and mikey pushing each other playfully and Gerard making the breakfast for everyone. there was four plates on the table. "good morning sleeping beauty" ray joked. i realized that mikey and ray were watching my every move. they would smile a each other every now and then like they were little kids trying to keep a secret. 'shit.. i probably did something stupid while i was drunk again' i started to think of everything i could have possibly done. "so where did you go last night Frank?" mikey asked. Gerard seemed to tense up at that question and turned around to face me. i looked down trying hard to remember. "umm..." i honestly could not remember anything. "yeah, you were so drunk you just came back and went to sleep" ray explained while walking over to Gerard. Gerard brought the food over to the table and sat next to me. ray took too water bottles from the fridge and sat back down. "all i can remember is buying beers from across the street, drinking them and then coming home..." i said. i didn't want to look at them and got up. "i'm not even hungry right now.." i said, walking to the front door of the hotel. i heard them mumbling as i walked out the door. it was cold outside and i didn't even have a jacket on. i looked down looking for my cigarettes, then i realized i didn't have anymore.so i sat against the wall waiting for them to finish eating.

i slowly got colder and colder so i finally decided to go inside to change my clothes.

((( i honestly already gave up on this story. it's  shitty... ._. plus this is my first time writing so i honestly don't know what the hell i'm doing...)))

Gerad's POV

>>>hours later after practicing and writing new material we came back to the hotel to rest again. "tomorrow is our day off, we can rest and do what ever we want to!" i announced happily. i fell onto the sofa playfully and laughed. i slowly sat back up as ray and mikey sat on one side of me and frank sat alone on the isolated chair, even if there was still room next to me. "well tomorrow i'd like to see if there's anything fun to do in this town" ray said, gently pulling mikey closer to him. "yeah, i'd go with ray. how about you guys?" mikey said chuckling and played nervously with ray's hand that was stroking his leg shamelessly. "i'll just stay here, i'll just play my xbox and enjoy the hotel. it seems like a small town anyways" frank said. he watched ray and mikey basically feeling up each other.  "um.. well i'm exhausted.. i'm going to sleep guys, night!" mikey said. he waved and got up, walked to his room. Frank, ray and i watched him leave and disappear into the room. "yeah me too actually.. well goodnight guys!" ray said following after him. 

a few minutes pasted as me and frank sat alone in dead silence. i looked over at frank and he was staring at the floor thinking deeply. "F-Frank.." i mumbled. he looked slowly at me. "what...?" he sounded nervous or uncomfortable around me. i sighed and watched him carefully. "can we talk about that kiss.." i already regret it as the words left my mouth. i saw his face turning red as he looked away 'why is he blushing? or am i imagining it?'  

"yeah.. about that.." he started. he didn't even look at me. "i understand that you were just excited gee." he said. "no. frank.. come here, i have something important to tell you.." my heart was racing. i couldn't believe i was actually going to tell him. "tell me later okay.. " he said getting up starting to walk way. i barely saw his face was bright red this time. i got up and chased after him toward our room."no frank wait!" i push him gently against the wall our faces were inches away. i felt his warm breath and our hearts beating faster together. he didn't  try pushing me away. he didn't move at all. his eyes met mine and we both blushed deeply. 'does he actually enjoying this as much as me? i'm sure he is.' i thought. i leaned in and whispered against his lips " i-i love you frank" 

he closed his eyes, wrapping his arms gently around my neck and kissed me roughly. "i love you too Gerard. i always have." he said with his eyes shut and tears running down. "i'm so happy i can die" he mumbled, stroking my neck. i leaned down, licking his tears away then whispered "i can't let you die frank." i said, picking him up, wrapping his leg around my waist. i felt him tense up and let out a soft noise. "Gerard.." he said pulling on my hair, witch was honestly turning me on...

Frank's POV

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we watched mikey and ray leave to their room after flirting with each other. things were already awkward between me and Gerard, and that just made it worse. but right now would be the perfect time to come out to him.. i watched the ground debating if i should tell him right now or wait until tomorrow. 

"F-frank" Gerard whispered to me. "what?" i felt too awkward. "could we talk about that kiss?" he said. i felt my heart skip a beat then it began to beat faster. my face was starting to burn red again just remembering that passionate kiss. his soft lips locked with mine. "yeah.. about that.." i looked away. i couldn't let him see i was blushing. "i understand that you were just excited gee." i said while getting up. "no. frank.. come here, i have something important to tell you.." Gerard said coming after me. i walked faster, i really needed to get away. "tell me later okay.. " i said almost opening our bedroom door. he pressed me against the wall, leaning in. my heart beat even faster, i started breathing heavily.

he leaned in, slowly pressing his lips on mine and whispered  " i-i love you frank." my heart melted. i wrapped my arms around his neck and he closed his eyes. i kissed him with all my love.  "i love you too Gerard. i always have." i said. i couldn't hold the tears back that all the happiness caused. "i'm so happy i can die" i mumbled lightly as i stroke his neck. he didn't say anything for awhile, but then i felt his warm tongue take my tears away. he swept me off my feet, wrapping my legs around him and pressing me harder on the wall. "i can't let you die frank." he said softly. i gasped for air. "Gerard..!" i mumbled and pulled on his hair. my heart felt like it was going to explode. first he started kissing my jaw then slowly down my neck. "Mmm" i felt myself getting harder. 'is this really happening..? i can't be dreaming... or i never want to wake up if it is." Gerard started rubbing himself  against me. it was driving me insane. i was gasping lightly, trying to hold back the moans."f-fuck Gerard, ah take me..!"  i whispered in his ear. he put me down again and walked into our room. he sat me on his queen-sized bed and pulled my shirt off and threw it. "you're such an animal!" i mumbled. he took his shirt off too and laid on me. "shut up and kiss me you animal!" Gerard said and winked. i pulled him close, gently and kissed him. i licked his lips, and our tongues slowly tangled together. i closed my eyes and he helped me taking my pants off, then his own. my heart was now melting at every gentle touch. "frank.. tell me you love me" Gerard begged as he gently rubbed my boner. "aah.. g-Gerard, i love you. i really do" i moaned quietly. i watched him blush then slowly took my boxers off. my erection flopped out. i closed my eyes in embarrassment, chewing my lips. "you're so cute frank" Gerard said before taking my length inside his mouth. "aah!" i moaned loudly, forgetting mikey and ray were in the next room over. "shh they'll hear us" Gerard said,scratching my hips teasing me. he started sucking me roughly and more greedily for awhile. i felt myself starting to sweat. i couldn't help up to thrust in Gerard's mouth. "Mmm you like that frank?" he said, coming back up to me. i started blushing deeply and my heart was already beating as fast as it could. "f-fuck yeah" he quickly took his boxers off and pulled me close. he nibbled on my earlobe and mumbled "i love you so much Frank." he spread my legs, and slid into mt entrance slowly, carefully. "agh! G-Gerad! it hurts!" i yelled, pulling on his hair. "shhh, focus on me, it'll feel better soon i promise" Gerard said, kissing my neck again.he was moaning against my skin. his warm breath gave me the chills and the sensation burned with pleasure. i felt him getting faster and deeper with every thrust. it hurt but gave me so much pleasure. i wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him slowly. "aah f-fuck, it's so tight" he moaned in my mouth. my face was burning red again. he was hitting the perfect spot, and i started jerking myself. "Gerard..! i-i'm going to-!" i tired to say before releasing my cum onto our stomachs. i realized that we were both sweating a  lot. "damn! it's so good.." he groaned. he thrust even harder then eventually released inside me. "ahhh" we moaned together.  "i l-love you" i said  before he collapsed on me. 

after we caught our breath again we got up to take a shower together.