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WHAT THE FUCK GEE!!! (all frank's POV)

Frank's POV-

'FINALLY! we are out of the damn plane. now Gerard and Bert will stop fucking flirting already! he's MINE!' i was thinking to myself as i walked alone to a liquor store. Ever since i snapped at him this morning i felt kinda guilty. 'y'know i was going to apologize as we were in the car but he would barely even talk to me. i guess it really was my fault, i WAS the one who snapped...' i continued thinking to myself, even auguring, debating if i was right or wrong for being upset with Gerard. 'he should've been giving me more attention.' i paused. 'wow... am i really that selfish?' i finally came to the conclusion. i was wrong. "i-is that... frank iero?" a girl's soft voice asked. "i think so? it really looked like him. go look!" another girl's voice appeared. i turned around to look and there stood two teenage girls. "oh my go- it's frank!" the tall pale-skinny girl with purple hair screamed while the short girl with black and green hair stood there memorized. "c-could i get a hug?" the shy one asked. and of course i pulled her into a hug. then the other. we talked for awhile then i quickly left them. i wanted to be alone and the last thing i needed was to be spotted. i walked into the store and found my way to the beer section. i stared at the beer for a long while, trying to decide witch one i wanted. it seemed longer than a few minutes just standing there. it felt more like an hour or two of  just standing there -hopeless and hurt. "can i help you sir?" a man asked. i didn't bother to look at them. "no, i'm alright." i replied and just took the beer that had the pretty, small-detailed designs on it. i took it to the resister and asked for a pack of cigarettes too. after i bought what i wanted i quickly went back to the crew.

everyone seemed to be getting along quite well and having a good time actually. but three people from the used were wondering around before we had to start the show. the remaining two people was Bert, who was laughing with MY gee. and Jeph who was standing too close to Bert. while mikey and ray were beside Gerard. 

"so are you guys ready for the show?" Bert asked everyone with a big smile. Bert was the one who noticed me walking back to the group. 'shit... can i just punch him in the fucking face?!' i thought. i really just wanted to throw my fist at the man smiling overly happily to my boyfriend. "hey frank!" Bert said as i walked beside gee. he raised his hand to give me a high-five, so i did the same. when our hands collided, he smiled wider. "what's that you got there?" Gerard asked as he took the well-wrapped beer from my grasp. "hey- wait!" i tired to take it back. but it was too late. he quickly opened it, reveling the bottle and the cigarettes fell out. everyone looked back at me but Bert and Jeph.  jeph bent over to grab the cigarettes and handed them to Bert, to hand to gee. "i thought you said you were going to stop drinking?" gerard said taking the ciggarittes then placing them back in the bag. he handed the bag over and i just snatched it back. "it's not like i promised it!" i said walking away. i knew i should stop acting childish to gerard, but i was just hoping he'd actually come running after me.. but he never did..

(an hour later.) finally it was our time to get on stage. and really it felt like  any other concert, just with extra - unneeded members.  "are you guys ready?!" Gerard asked excitedly as always. "hell yeah! i'm so pumped right now!" Bert replied first. he got up and joined gee. "yup!" mikey said, then walked over to them both, then ray followed. "this is gonna be fun!" ray even replied. i didn't reply but joined them as well. "yeah, this is pretty great isn't it?" i said softly. ray and mikey looked back at me, smiling. but Gerard and Bert kept walking until they got on stage. "hello everyooone!" Gerard started. he wrapped his arm around Bert's neck and pulled him closer. ooooh how that pissed me off. if i could i would've pushed Bert right off the stage and into the crowd. therefore it wouldn't look as mean and dangerous. "i'd like to introduce my new friend bert and his band THE USED! some of you guys probably already know them..." he kept talking. the huge group of people screamed pretty loudly. "we love you!!!" we heard a few fans yell out before we actually started to play. Gerard and Bert sang together the whole time, and he didn't even bother coming near me..

-as hours pasted, all of us were starting to get pretty tired and we were almost done with the last song......

"Thank you all for coming and remember! it's not about the messenger, but the fucking message!" gerard finished then we all walked off stage together. "oh my god, that was so much fun than i expected!"gee said. we were starting to walk back to the hotel they already bought for tonight. "i thought the same thing." mikey said calmly. "what did you think frank?" ray cut mikey off and smiled at me. i didn't want to be the drag of the group so i faked a smile and replied. "yeah, it was pretty amazing, it's something new and different so of course i loved it!" i managed to say it cheerfully as possible. gerard finally looked back at me and smiled, he even blew me a kiss!!! it made me cheer up for real. but that happiness didn't last long... on our way to the hotel some paparazzi came up to us and started taking pictures of us. "smile you guys!" he yelled. but apparently just smiling wasn't good enough for Bert. bert leaned over, grabbed gerard's face and kissed him!  HE WAS KISSING MY BOYFRIEND!!! gerard did nothing, but close his eyes and kissed back. their lips were connected for awhile, and i was just frozen in place... i'm pretty sure i just felt my heart break and shatter into tiny shards... mikey and ray both looked at me, as i slowly became dizzy. they were both talking. i couldn't hear anything as i saw their lips moving. soon tears ran down my cheeks and when i could finally move again i ran away quickly, as fast as i could. i didn't stop for nothing until i felt like i was far enough...

some time pasted and i ended up getting lost in the city with people staring. there was no where i could go and it was already getting late... i accidentally found a park witch a lot of people were leaving, since it was already sunset. i was out of breath and really in need of water. but obviously i wasn't worried about that, the only thing i could think of was that horrible kiss. that's when i was finally alone and broke down into tears..

when i finally calmed down it was already dark outside. i took out my, almost dead, cell phone and called ray to come find me and not to tell anyone... i wasn't ready to go home just yet, but who knows what goes on around here. i could use a shower anyways. i was sure i wasn't sleeping in the same room with gerard tonight... he could just fuck off... 

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