incandescent (joshler)

løvely

Warning, there is a few foul words and a little bit of stuff at the end. No sex, though. Just warning ya.

Well I hope you guys like this I'm nervous I've never really posted anything I've written. Ever.

So yeah enjoy my lovelies

Wow, this is nice. Way better than junior high, that's for sure.

Tyler was occupied with his surroundings, taking in the differences between junior high and high school. It was the first day of his freshman year. He was very, very excited to have some freedom from the constantly watching eyes of teachers during every second. This year could be different.

No, this year will be different. It has to be.

He walked around the curve of the freshman hall and stopped at his locker.

Number 0184. I can do this.

As he put his books away and headed towards his first block, he noticed a smile he recognised from junior high and his heart sank immediately. The fluffy, cotton-candy pink hair, the pesky smile, and damn, those chocolate coffee eyes.

What's the word for that again? Chocolate, coffee.. mocha. That's it.

His mocha eyes, the way they sparked when he was laughing, and his mouth curled at the edges to show off those pearly teeth of his.

And his lips. Oh, his lips, the baby pink tint that darkened while he chewed on them when concentrating. They looked so soft, just right-

I have to stop. He isn't mine and never will be.

Tyler sighed heavily and trudged to first period with Josh's lips imprinted on his mind.

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It's his lunch period and he still had Josh on his mind. It's been hard to pay attention in class when that angelic laugh is resonating in your ears and all you can think about it him, him, and oh yeah, I almost forgot- him. This probably wasn't going to bode well for Tyler's grades, but he shrugged it off breezily.

Stop. I have to stop, or my grades will get bad. When my grades get bad they will start suspecting I'm doing that again and I will be watched for the rest of my high school life.

I can't let that happen to me again.

So Tyler turns around from his locker to walk outside. The cafeteria is too crowded, too many people, he can't breathe in there. His breath hitches when he sees a certain you-know-who with cotton-candy hair and mocha eyes standing in the doorway leading outside.

"Thought you'd be able to avoid me? I remember you from junior high, Tyler. I could never forget," he smirked. He knew Tyler was desperate to go outside and get away from him.

Tyler looked around to make sure nobody else was in the hallway before he spoke to Josh. "Listen, can we please go somewhere else and have this conversation? Alone? I don't want to be seen with you right now, especially seen alone with you. Since that might be a problem for you." Tyler knew Josh wasn't gay, Josh had always acted straight- dated girls, played football, he even had long conversations with him about girls he liked. But that was before things became different between him and Josh, the last year of junior high.

Josh nodded his head and walked outside, into the woods behind the school and out of view.

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