∆ It gets worse.
Of course it does. Literally three days after what I last wrote something happened.
Sam and I were doing our usually thing,talking and poking each other,but today he starts saying 'aww' out of nowhere. I kept asking why but he wouldn't say anything until I realized my face was hot.
I was blushing.
I covered my face and poked him a bunch, I guess that was my way of saying shush. He started smiling and blushing to and he did something I never let anyone do. He poked the side of my stomach.
Something happened. I didn't just blush.
I felt something.
Crap.
I can't start having feelings for someone else,that isn't right. But he did it again and I just let things happen. I kept blushing and so did he.
I feel great but in the back of my mind and deep in my heart I feel so bad for the guy I supposedly love.
DT 5.
