After three full years of pain, tear stained cheeks, mistrust and torturous love. I remember at the beginning it was never like that, we were happy with our heartbeats as one and living together. We were so good and so strong, we had this growing flame. We were so young and so in love that we didn’t care what anyone said. I know that we’ve had really tough times and sometimes he couldn’t hold on any longer in his own head. I’ve had my heartbroken many times by him but it was all worth it because I could see the love in him but he couldn’t believe that’s what I saw. I know he’s made many mistakes but we’re only human and sometimes we’re just completely out of it. Usually people wouldn’t stay with their partners after all the shit he has done, but I guess I just loved him so much I couldn’t let go. Sometimes things happen that we have no control over or something comes over us and things just happen. I guess we were the perfect couple. We used to be so happy. I can see now that he knows what he’s done wrong and he knows his mistakes. I have to escape now though because if I don’t I know I will only get hurt again. Maybe someday I’ll return but until then I’ll know deep down that I loved him from the start and even through the pain that he caused I still love him. This is my goodbye and last kiss for now.
