She's My Girl.

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"We're pregnant!" Those words stung...a lot, Spencer could tell but thankfully no one else could. "Congratulations I'm so happy!" I smiled. "I have to ask, which one of you are pregnant?" I question sipping my wine. "Well, you want to try and guess?" Alison asked smiling my way. "Probably Emily." I laughed. "Nope! I am, I'm super excited!" She smiled. "I'm happy for you!" I threw on a fake smile and Emily and Alison talked with Aria and Spencer about how excited they were, I quietly walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. "You aren't going to find someone, why are you even still alive?" I asked myself looking at my ugly face in the mirror. "Fuck, I hate myself." I whispered opening the cabinet, I searched for Emily's pills that she kept in the way back. "Just three of these and I'll probably die.." I nodded twisting the lid. "Give me that! Are you crazy?" A voice said grabbing the pills. "Hanna, what the hell?" Spencer asked looking at my mascara stained face. "No one loves me, just let me eat the pills so I can die." I shouted sobbing. "No, I love you, and I need you!" Spencer yelled throwing the pills down the drain. "Spencer that was my one chance at letting you and Aria have a happy life." I sighed. "If you have to live with me for the rest of my life I don't care! As long as I know my best friend in the whole wide world is okay!" She shouted. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" I asked her sitting down on the side of the bathtub. "Nothing, you're just lost and scared." She whispered grabbing my hand. "I love you Hanna.." She whispered. "I love you too, Emily." I sniffled. "Emily?" Spencer asked. "Fuck.." I sobbed tucking my head in her chest. "They're gonna be so happy, they are having a kid and they're getting married and fuck." I sobbed. "Hanna, you're going to have a life like that, it just hasn't came yet." She whispered. "I'm 28 years old! When is it going to come?" I asked sobbing. "I'm not a time traveler, but I know this really hot girl who asked about you once." She laughed. "So you want to set me up on a blind date." I scoffed. "You remember the first girl Emily dated?" She asked. "Maya? Yeah, why?" I asked looking at her. "Her super hot sister, who looks almost identical to her said if you were ever single you just had to give her a call." She smiled rubbing my hair. "Wh..What's her name?" I asked quite interested. "Her name is Charlee." She smiled. "Tell her I'm single." I laughed playing with the designs on Spencer's shirt. "Can you carry me to bed, so we can cuddle and watch twilight...please?" I asked giving Spencer my best pair of puppy dog eyes. "I mean yeah, but you know that's Aria's favorite, so-" "good, two people to cuddle me, it's like I'm your daughter." I laughed placing my head closer to her chest. "You are my daughter, remember? Momma Spencer." She laughed, "that's right, Momma Spencer." I smiled softly.

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"Wake up slut!" Spencer yelled throwing a pillow on me. "Wh-What!" I yell. "Aria is with Emily and Alison, so you and I are gonna go to a lesbian bar." She smirked. "Wait like today?" I asked. "Yes today!" She laughed. "Oh my gosh this is exciting!" I squealed jumping up. "Can I dress you Spencer? You normally dress like Hillary Clinton." I snorted. "What's wrong with th-" "it's not clubbing material, come on I'll get you ready." I laugh. After about an hour we were both ready and I gotta say Spencer looked pretty hot, I have to keep an eye on her and make sure she doesn't screw up. "The pink ladies? What a gay name." I laughed, "well Han, my dear, we are lesbian." She scoffed. "Really? I hadn't a clue." I fake gasped. "IDs ladies." The big security guard barked. "Here." I flashed my ID as we entered. "This is the kind of place you'd do cocaine on someone's stomach." I smirked. "Go do your thing Han, I'm just gonna sit by the bar." She smirked patting me on the shoulder. About 10 minutes later I had sat down with this really hot girl, "my name is Santana Lopez, I haven't gotten your name yet." She smirked from across the table. "My name is Hanna Marin." I smiled sipping what I think was my 10th shot. "You're really cute, here hand me your phone." She whispered grabbing my phone. "Here is my number, just in case we lose each other in this club." She smirked grabbing my hand. "But for now, let's dance!" She smiled. "Alright, but only a few more, then I better be getting home." I nodded. "Home? Alone? So tragic." She whispered into my ear. "Come on." I smiled grabbing her hand. "Spencer! Come on." I grabbed her from the bar. "Whose this?" She asked, "this is Santana, Santana this is Spencer my best friend that I live with." I laughed. "Hope you don't mind loud noise." She winked as we walked out of the club. "O-Oh my." Spencer murmured.