She's My Girl.

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"So, I'm just curious, how did you get in my bed?" Hanna asked handing me a cup of tea, I groggily wiped my eyes and focused on the blonde smirking at me. "I..I can't remember.." I whispered. "Well, you're a great cuddler still so that was a plus." She laughed sitting on the bed next to me. I wanted to bring up the promise I made to Aria but I felt it was too soon, but what did I know. "Han.." I whispered looking at her. "Aria made me promise her something, it was something important." I added. "I have a confession to make." She blurted. "Y...Yes?" I asked softly looking at her. "I knew Aria was sick, she called me often, but I didn't know it was this bad...the last time I visited her she told me something and I vowed to it for her." She admitted hanging her head. "Why didn't you come talk to me? I needed you Hanna." I sighed. "Because of that promise." She murmured. "Well, what is it then?" I asked impatiently. "She made me promise, that if anything happened to you, I'd be there right away and that I need to be here to protect you when she died. But if you didn't call then I didn't need to be here because she thought that if you didn't call me, you didn't need me." She rasped out. "I..I don't know what to say." I sighed sipping the hot liquid. "Did you put cream in this?" I squirmed making a disgusted face. "Some people can't handle straight black coffee." She laughed. "Tell me about your babies, please." I asked setting the cup down and grabbing her hand. "Well, I had two children, well one unborn but you get the point. My first born child was a girl, God she was so beautiful. We named her after our first true loves Brittney Spencer Lopez, she had hair like Santana's and her face looked like mine, bright blue eyes and everything." She laughed embarrassed. "You..You named your child after me?" I asked quite flattered. "Yep, and Santana named her after her first love who was also a blonde, I met her once she was pretty great...just too smart in the head." She giggled softly. "What about the child you were pregnant with?" I asked absentmindedly playing with her hand. "I was about 6 months pregnant so I couldn't wear my favorite heels, but it was a boy, we hadn't picked a name yet but Santana wanted Finn." She whispered. "Santana sure was a beautiful woman, I loved her so much and we were supposed to start a family together...we did start a family together and it was all ripped away from me, just like that." She sighed, tears falling down her face. "I'm sorry Han." I whispered softly. "Don't apologize, it wasn't your fault, but here's the ironic thing, you know who killed my family?" She asked scoffing. "W..Who?" I asked. "Fucking Elliott Rollins, that dude Alison dated for a little while." She sighed rolling her eyes, "he didn't even go to jail." She whimpered, now put into a full sob. "Come here Han." I whispered grabbing her softly. "S..Sometimes I wish I would've died with them." She sobbed. "shhh, baby it's okay." I cooed holding her close. Her sobs died down as she placed her head on my chest. "Y...Your heart beat, it..it's nice.." She murmured softly. "You like that?" I asked petting her hair, she only nodded in response. "How could I not? It's my favorite song." She smiled nuzzling herself closer into me. "I...I think I love you, Hanna." I whispered admitting my feelings. "I think...I love you too." She murmured, lifting her head up smirking "I know you wanna kiss me." She grinned winking. "But we'll save that for another time." She whispered nuzzling herself into my shoulder.

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"Wake up Spencer, you gotta eat." Hanna whispered nudging me slightly. "Y..You got m..me my favorite?" I murmured as my eyes focused on the boxes in front of me. "This is your favorite? Huh, lucky guess." She winked. "Thank you Hanna." I whispered biting into the food. "I can't eat." I sighed. "Please try, it's very important." She whispered. "When Santana died, I wouldn't eat anything I just stayed on her side of the bed and bawled my eyes out, Brittney came over too, we helped each other we were both so tore up." She whispered rubbing her temples. "That's an interesting thing, her ex comforting you." I pointed out. "Yeah well, Brittney truly is a beautiful woman." She smiled softly. "She was just as heartbroken as I was, she loved our little girl with all of her heart just as much as we loved her." She whispered, sniffling softly. "I've moved on, I've tried to date other women I just I can't do that to her, until I know she's ready for me to move on." She whimpered. "When are you going to plan arias funeral, Spencer?" She asked shifting next to me. "Her mom wanted to handle that, she said she'd call me about it." I murmured tears falling. "I think I'm gonna go out and talk to Santana at her grave if you don't mind." She whispered grabbing her keys. "Ha..Han." I stopped her before she walked out. "Yeah, Spencer?" She asked jiggling her keys. "I love you." I whispered. She gave me a small smile "I love you too Spencer, always." She whispered before walking out of the bedroom door. I sighed laying back in the bed. "Aria, I love you baby girl, I miss you so much." I smiled looking up. "I'd really love a sign right now." I murmured rubbing my temple. All of the sudden I heard a faint music box sound. Quite shook by the noise I got up hastily to report the sound, I found the old music box underneath a few of the spare blankets in the drawers. I opened up the red velvet music box and instantly regretted my decision.