Kaneki X Ayato Route 3

Chapter 13: Okay....

~Author's note~ KANEKI'S POV KANEKI'S POV KANEKI'S POV KANEKI'S POV KANEKI'S POV ~Kirakishou <3

Ayato was acting a bit....Strange today if you will. Fuck! Maybe it's because I had sex with him? That can't be it, he seemed like he enjoyed it and no way was it rape. I don't understand how, today I tried talking to him but he just ran away. The school day ends and I'm on my way home with Touka as usual, but this time without Ayato, I felt a bit disappointed but I knew I needed to just brush it off.

"So Kaneki, have you noticed Ayato is being strange." Touka brings up, "yeah why would you say that?" I ask, "well I mean he did tell me about you two", She sighs, shit! Ayato told her. "Well I mean yes, but I didn't force him into doing it." I reply, "I know, but he's been hanging out with Hinami a lot. Don't you think it's time to let go of that stupid ass 15 year old?" She laughs, I thought about what she said, but I just can't. Something about him.

"I heard they might go on a date sometime." Touka added, wait, a date? No, it couldn't be, she was messing with me, "funny one." I laughed, "well, take a look" she responded, she showed me a picture of what seemed to be them, almost kissing....I could feel my mouth become unbearably dry.

"Well, I mean, I am free this week." Touka smiled, "What?" I responded, "Oh come on Kaneki, don't act like you don't remember" she stated, "Touka that was 4 years ago and we only did it once okay? You didn't like it I didn't like it" I yelled, and it was a true fact, that time Touka and I did it, I felt no love at all, just emptiness, but when I did it with Ayato, it felt like walking on a cloud, I felt love, sexual rush, and static.

"Please Kaneki, that weird Ayato hasn't got a thing on what we can be, just give us a chance" she begged, "Please Touka, I only love Ayato!" I yell again, shit did I just say I love him? "What is there to love from a childish, ignorant child, your better off dating a goddamn human!" she replied. I sighed, "Whatever, I'm staying true to what I love, even if it means losing our friendship" I cry, "Now your just saying bullshit Kaneki" she growls, she gets closer and forcefully kisses me.

I push her away, "Get away from me!" I say, "I said fucking no, what don't you fucking get about it?" I scream. "Listen, he's already pissed and will never forgive you so why don't you give it up and just face reality, your better stuck with me." Touka yells, I sigh in defeat. "If I say yes, just at lest let me keep in touch with Ayato" I respond, "Fine, its glad common sense found you" she smirks. Ugh, I just feel awful now.

~Author's note~ hyped af posting 2 chapters in a day XD ~Kirakishou <3