Transgender ( Dan X reader )

Feels

*trigger warning*

You woke up at 4:38 to a nightmare. It was about Dan.

~dream~
"Um Dan I have to tell you something"
"What?"
"I'm u-uh trans"
"WHAT?!"
"I said I-I'm tr-transgender"
"What the fuck"
"I needed to be honest with you Dan."
"I'm not okay with this (y/n)"
"S-so-sorry Dan"
"No, I hate you, fuck off"
"No Dan, I want to make this right"
"It isn't you little slut"
*sobs* "n-no no" *glass breaking*
"No stop please!"
"I HATE YOU" *screaming* *glass breaking*
~dream ends~

You panted and hopped out of bed. You opened the bathroom door and got your bag of blades, broken glass, and knives. You got a pencil sharpener blade and put the cold metal on your wrist.
One for being worthless
Two for being dishonest
Three for being ugly
Four for being a horrible best friend
Five for being a bitch
Six for being a trannie

Done...

~*~
You bandaged your wrist and sat in the living room crying. Zoe walked in.
"Hey. You woke me u- why are you crying?" Zoe said concerned.
"Bad dream Zo" you replied.
"Oh. Okay." Zoe said "well if you want to talk about it I'm here."
You told her all about it, leaving out the part were you cut.
"Oh my god girly," Zoe said "that's terrible, but you know Dan would never hurt you."
Those words burned a hole in your mind. What if he does? What if he wants to have sex? I don't want to have sex just yet. You were worrying yourself. You couldn't stop though. You laid your head on Zoe's lap. She stroked your cheek into your hair. She was the most comforting person ever. You fell asleep on her lap and forgot all your problems.

A/n: so, what do you think? And suggestions? Zoe or Dan? Well I love y'all. Mwah. Bye