A year of change

Her

A couple days later...

Me and Kerry are friends now I'm trying to get to know her but I don't think she would like me so I'm going to get rid of these feelings.Today in p.e were running laps, and I can't help but notice Kerry seemed sad and not her joyful energetic self and her friends weren't really by her so I decided to ask her what's wrong. We talked for a brief 30 seconds, then next thing you know she has her head on my shoulder and I'm hugging her not wanting to let go, I knew that was going to be one of the best days ever.. Then I realized you can't just force yourself to stop liking someone just like you can't force someone to like you...

Later on that night...

I'm laying in bed thinking to myself. "Should I just tell her how I feel?" "should I keep this to myself?" That's when I realized I was lost in my mind the safest yet, cruelest place I could ever be. I decided to try to get over her, so I ordered some pizza and texted this Nick dude.He replied right away and within a hour we were dating (not that I really cared though).