A year of change

Old feelings

I just wanna die!! I'm ganna go take these pills.(take two once a day).I dump a handful and pour a glass of water then, I went to the bathroom tub (I was thinking of drowning myself)I started popping pills while the water is running when i finished all the pills, I don't know what happened after that besides going numb.then, I started tbh inking "you never know until you try", so I texted Kerry asking her out..

I have a girlfriend now!

I feel like I've been spamming her and blowing up her notifications.we don't really talk in school just through text. But who cares I like her she likes. Me i guess so nothings going yo change .

UNTIL I REALIZES I HAD FEELINGS FIR JAMISON STILL! *thunkung* "you kik jerry more so no biggy you gave her no prob you kik ger get rid of the other ones ". ..