A year of change

Crybaby

The next day...

I'm still deciding how I should tell Nick. *Nick walks over* "hi" I said awkwardly, then I told him how I feel then he asked if he could talk to me behind the bushes since no one was over there and he said that "it was a dare to date you , no one likes you and no one ever will so, you should go do the world a favor get rid of its mistake and go kill your self" then he walked away laughing like nothing even happened. Then I went inside crying trying to hide my tears because what he said to me sunk in. And made me think "what if he's right"?

8th hour...

I'm still crying and I don't even know why like this isn't even like me ...Kerry sits right next to me and she pulls up her sleeves (which by the way automatically makes you cute)but she's already cute so this is making my eyes water and in top of that I'm crying )). She scoots a little closer and hugs me then slowly lets go but then I turn and hug her (maybe this is the best day??) nah)).then after like this awkwardly long hug ends are hands touch and in my head I literally thought I had died. But I was still sad about what Nick had said to me...