You're Not Alone

Chapter two: the bully

Lapis's POV
What is wrong with me!?! I just ran off from that poor girl! I hope she doesn't hate me...I can't really afford someone else hating me.
I turn at the corner and enter my class.
Time skip to lunch
I jump as I hear the heavy footsteps of my least favorite person walking down the hall. "Crap" I think as I notice she's quickly gaining on me. Suddenly I feel a hand grab the back of my shirt! "Hey brat!" The giant girl said leaning close to my face. I squirmed in discomfort. She turned me around and pinned me against the wall. "Jasper! Stop!" I scream. She slaps me across the face. "Don't scream you idiot! Someone might hear!" She said and tied a (luckily clean) sock around my head as a gag for extra precaution. I felt the tears start to burn my eyes. Jasper dragged me down the hall to an empty corner and did her thing. I cried the whole time. When she had enough she punched me and told me to kill myself. I ran to my locker crying like a baby. I calm down and eat as much food as I can, which isn't much. "Are you ok?" Asked a voice. This startled me so much I jumped and turned to see who had spoken. It was peridot, the girl I had ran from this morning." Um...yeah now I am." I said not daring to tell her what had happened out of fear that jasper would increase the amount of rape from three times a week to all week. "Ok," she said,"umm I like your shirt." She said blushing. I looked down forgetting what top I was wearing. It was a camp pining hearts shirt. I'm surprised that she recognized it because it is an old cartoon. "Thanks it's my favorite" I say wiping my eyes. "Heh, Mine too." She said with a small smile. Suddenly the bell rang. "Um thanks for chatting with me. I'll see you around!" I said an ran off before she made things awkward.
Time skip to lapis's house
When I'm finally home I do it again even though I know I shouldn't. I grab my razor blade and start. I can't live with jasper in my life, and since she's not going anywhere I may as well do what she recommends and kill myself. I feel the pain as a pleasure. Blood runs. It feels nice and warm on my cold skin.
I say goodbye to the world even though I know I will have to wake up and go back to school tomorrow.