The Adventures of Sabrina and JaeJoong

Chapter Eight: I Want You Back

Jeju. I've been here for a week and I've come to realize a few things. However, one of those things is that I really hate how Jaejoong can just appear out of nowhere and all my feelings come flooding back. Sitting on a beach right before sunset I lean on Jaejoong. His arm is wrapped around my waist, but we haven't been like this for long. Only yesterday did he come and change things. If he hadn't...I don't know what I would have done. Maybe I'd be sitting on a beach with Vincent. Maybe his arm would be the one wrappd around my waist.

«--------- 6 days ago ----------»

"Wake up!" I jolt awake to a laughing Vincent. Angrily, I punch him in the shoulder. "What the heck?!" I yell at him. He doesn't reply, letting the silence sink in. "Oh shit!" I jump up from my seat, grabbing my carry on. Vincent just laughs at me, shaking his head, "You're so sporatic." I raise an eyebrow at him before exiting the plane.

Before parting ways Vincent helps me load my things into a taxi. As I get into the black Hyundai Vincent grabs me arm lightly, "If you need anything, give me a call." He slips a piece of paper into my pocket and leaves with a kind smile. I want to call out to him. Tell him to turn around and come back. But I know I can't. I shouldn't. The reason I'm here is to forget about a man...but does that mean I can't find another? I sigh as I sit in the car, relaxing as the tiny airport disappears.

Upon reaching the hotel I get a sickening feeling in my stomach. The taxi driver grumbles something as he looks at the entrance. I turn to see what he was scowling at. To my disappointment it's the one person I want to avoid during this entire trip...and possibly the next part of my life. "Miss, are you alright?" I'm brought back to life as the taxi driver offers to help me unload. I thank him before getting out to get my things. As I walk towards the entrance I pray that I can avoid being caught by this demon. "Her," I hear her yell as I scurry past, "people like HER should not be allowed to be in this hotel while MY boyfriend stays here!"

I hurry to make my way to the front desk before the she-devil can speak to me. "I have a reservation for..." "Sabrina." My heart stops as the sweet voice sails through my ears. "Why do they both have to be here?!" I think to myself. The lady at the front desk stares at us, astonished. "Ignore him," I say. She nods, slowly returning to her duties. "What are you doing here," he asks, towering over me. I ignore him as the woman hands me my room key. He asks once more, "What are you doing here?" I look up at him, my hear beating rapidly, "What I'm doing here doesn't concern you anymore." He stands there, stunned. I take a deep breath and walk past him. Of all the people in the world that have to be at the hotel, why does it have to be Jaejoong and Sora?!

Sitting in my hotel room I stare at my phone. I've been bombarded with texts from Jaejoong...and I haven't read a single one. Why should I? It's not like he's read any of mine or returned any of my calls. "Sabrina!" He knocks on the wooden door. I stare at it, my heart begging me to rush over and open it. As mad as I am, I still long for his touch. To hear his voice. Anything. But my mind keeps reminding me of what happened in  Japan. How he protected Sora. How he left me when we got back to Seoul. How he didn't say a word about Sora claiming to be in a relationship with him. "Sabrina." 

I get up from the king size bed and stand at the door, listening to Jaejoong on the other side. "I'm  sorry." My head rests on the door as I think things over. As much as I would love to have Jaejoong by my side once more. "I'm sorry too." I just can't do it. Not right now.