Have you ever broke down sobbing after so long being strong? Crumbled to the floor, hands by your face. Your face scrunches up and you let out that first gasp. You try to be quiet but eventually it becomes loud, heart wrenching sobs. You cry and cry, so much you can breathe. You ask whoever's up there. "Why? Why me? Why this? Why can't I just be dead?" You say you want to end it all right there right then. You sob, trying to gasp breaths in between. Eventually you completely collapse on the floor after, and you just lay there, numb.
