You asked,
What's is the scariest part?
I answer;
The scariest part
Is not the feeling of loneliness
Or the darkness that fills you
Despite the looming pain
Or emptiness
The scariest part
Is the realization
That you have lost yourself
Completely
Sinking in as you lay awake
At 2am
Because you lost ability to sleep
And you can't even cry
Because you don't even care
