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Dan Howell was my best friend. He was insecure but always covered it up by pretending he was someone that he is not.Dan was beautiful with his deep brown eyes and little dimples that perced into my heart when he laughed.I had seen him again last night.We were at a party.I hadn't seen him ever since we were best friends in highschool but just seeing his drunken self make bad mistakes hurt me. Was this all my fault?
"Ugh? wh-where am i?"He groaned, waking up a couple hours later in a trashed dorm.
"Finally"I murmured
"Where am i?"Hungover dan yawned
"Trevor's dorm...i think you had one too many drinks. You were getting up every 5 minutes and throwing up, i thought you might use some help."
"Oh im so sorry you didnt have to do that"Dan started to apologize before he turned around and his eyes met with mine."Phil?"
"Hi Dan..."I started to say
"Hey man im sorry you had to see me like this...long time no see huh?"He smirked as if nothing had happened
"Need a ride?"
So thats how i spent my friday night, rescuing my former best friend at a party. We had lot's to talk about so we decided to meet up on Monday afternoon. His reaction took me to surprise but i guess time changes people and has forgiven me.
The weekend flew by pretty quickly but i managed to prepare for the evening. Kayla, my used-to-be college roomie and i talked for hours on skype about how i reunited with Dan. She obviously knew lots on this matter since she was there for all the drama for over four years, but it was nice to spend more time talking to her.
Monday rolled around so Dan and I met up at the park. We walked around for a bit and talked up a storm, I didn't really think it was the appropriate time to bring up the past and apologize so i just kept quiet.
It was just like old times... But when I started into those beautiful eyes of his I had to look away. I couldn't go back.
