You Found Me | Liam Payne |

Chapter 5

“I’m sorry that was out of line I shouldn’t be telling you all of this” Niall begins to tug his hair pacing back and forth.

“You shouldn’t be apologizing for something you felt comfortable in doing. If you have this idea that I am I going to look at you differently now, then your wrong” I try to encourage him. His eyes resemble my own how they used to and still do when they seem to be reminiscing of the past.

“How did you know?” he continues to look puzzled.

“I could tell by your facial expression that you regretted it immediately sharing that story” I reply but in my mind hoped to respond with "that’s one thing we have in common. We fear others misinterpreting our image”

“That obvious huh? I did regret it but I can’t even explain why I feel so comfortable with you”

“I was thinking that as well coincidence huh?” I try to show a faint giggle. “I’m not going to tell anyone either since I have no one to tell”

“You could if you wanted to it’s like the whole world knows that One Direction is through”

“But you guys aren’t, being in band means being committed no matter the struggles.  All that matters is how you are all going to fix it and get back together”

“Easier said than done you try being in band with Liam it’s impossible”

“I may not know what it’s like to be in a band, but I do know that you all share the same passion and that’s singing” my hand suddenly brings itself to my chest.

“We’ve tried so many times telling him that but it never works. All five of us have made mistakes but for some reason Liam keeps re living his.” “I don’t even know if he wants to be part of this dream anymore” Niall cracks his knuckles looking emotionless at the ground.

By the tone of Niall’s voice and his insight of this situation. It is as if Liam doesn’t want to live this dream anymore. There is always two sides to a story this is Niall’s and the boys but what’s Liam’s? I should not attach myself to belongings that aren’t mine but I cannot shake this indescribable feeling that I need to know more. I am oblivious to why I want to know so much, but one reason is that no one should ever give up on their dream/passion. I know the feeling…no matter the person how distant or close you are to them no one should ever go through that much pain.

“But anyways like you said we’re still not going to give up in return let me take you out to eat” Niall says easing the tension away.

“Its fine I was just giving my opinion and I appreciate the offer but I already ate”

“Oh really?” Niall walks into the kitchen pointing at the empty fridge. “Then what’s this?” smooth Rose very smooth you couldn’t have come up with a better excuse.

“I had something to eat at the airport and I’m still full” I have never been so thankful for my mischievous mind than at this moment.

“This is New York so that was a couple of hours ago so round two let’s go!” Niall walks to the door gesturing me to lead the way.

“Niall I just met you and I don’t think my uncle would approve of me running off with a boy” I cross my arms hoping Niall will understand but at the same time I’m expecting the worst.

“Rose I think Ricky knows you are responsible and old enough to make your own decisions” “May I add that I am just a simple nineteen year asking his new friend to go grab a bite”

Friend? I would say acquaintance but at the same time I don’t want to argue. It would be nice to finally know what it’s like to have a friend. A fresh start in this new city, beginning with a friend even it’s only for a little bit. Change is good this is just one reckless move which may or may not be affect me in the future. I guess I have nothing to lose Niall has given off the impression of a nice boy.